An Unexpected Twist

Mood: Upset

Jusco was boring as usual! Whee the smell of new books...Mmmmmmm!
Too bad there isn't much new books since my last visit there. Haiz!

Screw online checking! I was way too early and late! The next show was at 4:30 and I couldn't make it so yeah I was at Popular staring at the same books. Weird how I felt someone I know was there. Saw Aina and her brother. I kept looking around in case I see anyone I know around, you know, so I can escape to somewhere far far away from them.

Arvind texted me. Aiyo he mad fella la. His texts made me smile and I kept mumbling "Stupid!" "Idiot!" cause aiyo his texts all ah as cacated as him! XD

My books were so heavy, I could barely walk properly carrying em! And I scratched my finger. Ouch! That was so painful. Was bleeding! And I was sucking the blood and the people around were staring at me as though I was a nutcase. Bluekk!

It's been a terrible day yesterday. Nono, it's more to the "Eh, wow?!" day! How can Kuga even think I forgot her! Gosh. Ok, she's jealous. Fine! But she could have just told that to me instead of telling him first and when I asked she said at least he was there for her. Ok! In her opinion, I wasn't gonna listen to her. Ok fine. She had a problem with me and instead of telling it to me, she told him. He was there for her, I wasn't right?! Ok. She asked him whether she should tell me or not. Doesn't she know me well enough to know that I wouldn't get mad or anything?! Ok fine. She told him first maybe cause she was scared and unsure but after that she could have told me in detailed bout it rite?! NO! She did not! Ok, I get it. She was angry. She kept replying me with :P and I didn't like telling it to him cause I have no rights to and yes he found it very annoying but hey no one was listening to me. What am I supposed to huh?! Just sit there and wonder what the heck was my fault?! And yeah the Jusco thing, I called her but didn't get through! And no, I didn't invite Lai also since I know she has transport problem. I don't know who invited her. I was too busy to ask anyone, Kamz was the only online so I asked her but we spoke about it once only. Hah!

I felt bad but she has to understand my communications with Kamz was never intended to make anyone jealous or sad or angry or feel forgotten! The reason why I don't include Kuga in the convo cause me and Kamz are usually emo-ing like mad and Kuga is not the emo type and I like her in that blur case way of hers. And I just found out that Kamz has some probs with Kuga. I swear I didn't know that. And guess what, now Kamz doesn't wanna talk to me cause she thinks she's ruining my friendship with Kuga. Oh c'mon people, how silly could you all be?! I mean it's no biggie. I just gotta spend equal time with both. Job done. Why are they making it so complicated?! Aiyoooo Raamaaa! XD Ah I like that line.

She didn't even pick the damn phone until he asked her to. She's closer to him than she is to me, no I didn't just complain yet. She was closer to him way before I was closer to Kamz and she always tell me she was chatting with him, they were talking stuffs and all while I wasn't getting any conversation from any of them so yes I did feel jealous but I kept quiet, no complains.

He told me not to talk about it to her cause I might hurt her feelings. Ok, I listened to him. I didn't talk about it to her but he should have told that to her also since she kept pulling Kamz into whatever topic I change to. It did hurt my feelings too. I mean hello, I'm not a doll, I got feelings too but who the hell cares right?! Ah whatever lar. She was using sarcasm all the way and I somehow managed to control my sarcasm since I didn't want to make her angry or anything but trust me, I had every right to use double sarcasm on her.

1) For not trusting me
2) For complicating stuffs
3) For not paying attention to my apologies cause she was too busy chatting with him.
4) For making me feel bad

Gah nevermind, leave it ashi! Shhh! Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Mood: Neutral

I'm still at home. About to leave soon! Why late?! Well had to follow my friend to go help her register for tuition next year. Then followed them to go shopping. Lalala! :P

I Have No Title For This! XD

Mood: Tired ; Sleepy

Off to Jusco tomorrow to go get some stuffs for me.
I wanna go on Saturday but daddy said we've go out somewhere since Saturdays is family day! :D
Daddy, mommy and meeee and sometimes the neighbour aunty too! X)

Kamz might not come. Oh well, would have to go alone but I don't care as long as I get my things! And yay since I'm going alone, I don't have to worry spending ages at Popular! Wheeee! Yeah alone since mommy has to stay at home and rest and I definitely don't want her advertising her broken hand to everyone. Daddy wants to come along but might not cause he has some important stuffs to do and it's too late to ask anyone now. #foreveralone ....LOL! XD

I'm sleepy but haven't hit the bed yet! Why? Been texting with Arvind and waiting for Kamz's reply and watching tv! So after this I'm so gonna go conquer Dreamland.

Nitez all! :0

It's Fun Working! :D

Mood: Tired ; Sleepy

Sleepy but not ready to sleep yet! Hehe!
Had a great day!
Been helping out at aunt's shop and now I can make drinks! :D
The only two things I'm good at making before is Milo and Maggi!
Now I can make tea! And I even had a few people who said the tea I made was very tasty! They said "Itu budak pandai buat teh la" but actually I hentam ony! It looked good to go so I gave it away lo! Shhhhh! XD
My daddy's so proud of me! Mommy?! Well she ah, too obsessed with her broken hand!

Canada Aunt: I don't why your daughter laughs a lot! -laughs-
Dad: -looks at me- Smiles
CA: She makes everyone laugh! She has that smiling face!
Dad: Ya she's like that! Very cheerful type.
Me: -laugh- :)
Mom: -still obsessing on her broken arm-

I love smiling and laughing! I just can't help it! That's ME! :)

I was '1 hour boss' yesterday at aunt's shop! She felt sick and had to go home. So it was this lady and my cousin brother who doesn't know much bout handling the shop and there was me, who knows quite a lot bout it cause I watch them do it everyday! Haha, I was giving those two work to do. I was ordering them. Hah! Parents came to pick me up and they were like "Woah!" They helped out too!

Mom: Go help them do the dishes! -.-
Me: Jangan lawan tauke ah! XD *mom always uses this line*
Parents: -laugh like mad at their lil wonder, ME-
Mom: Ok tauke! Tada lawan! :)

Ps: I HATE doing the dishes! Eeewwwwww! Yucks! >:(

I counted the money, locked the door and went back home.
This afternoon, when I step into the shop only,
"Ah boss sudah mari!"
Haha! EPIC! XD

Just done talking with Keyan! He called me all of a sudden! Well it was fun talking to him! He kept reminding me that I have PMR next year and I'm gonna die. So sweet of him! Then we were crapping! XD

Hohoho! :D

Texting someone and falling asleep while waiting for their reply;

Waking up with unread messages that make you smile. :)

Mood: Cheerful

Merry Christmas to all! :)

Have A Wonderful One!

Two Awesome Days With My Awesome Buddies! :D

Mood: Happpppyyyyyyyyyy!

Finally Blogger's working again for me! Phew!

One of the best day ever yet again! Wootz!
Brother got 6A's 1B...for BM!
Arvind got straight A's!

They came Seremban yesterday and brother's girlfriend, Samantha tagged along too! And as promised we celebrated together. Just came back!
OMG it was effin fun!!!

The first thing we did when we saw each other....HUGS!!! Wheeeee! Owh and they got smacking from me! :P
And crap they brought the books along and they got me new M-A-T-H-S activity books! D:
We went to all my aunt's house around Seremban and these two fellas were nicely getting money and stuffs so definitely I did butt in to get something too. Whee!

Then we partayyyeeddd at Viji anne's house! There was this Spanish song I guess, it was interesting and all of us had to dance with partners, a boy and a girl, my brother's partner was his girlfriend, Samantha, 5 married couples, Vani akka and her boyfriend, and me and Arvind of course, the only BFF couple! XD
It was something like Salsa. I and my brother were the only one who was so blur there. Arvind and Samantha were frigging pro, ya since they go for dance class and gawd I was twisted and turned. It was so funnnyyy! Every move, I had a mini heart attack! The ending was the best!
We were there till night then came home.
Went to wash our feet when the water fight started! Arvind accidentally poured water on my bro's jeans so my bro poured back so they were equal but it was a lil too much so Arvind poured back and the same thing and they kept repeating, then they poured water on us. Gahhhh it was freeeeeeeezing! So revenge!! We screamed, giggled and splashed water at each other and were totally soaked! So much for washing our feet!
It was so malufying when our parents came to check on us. All of us had our pokerface on. XD
Later on, they were all watching a ghost movie, don't know what was the name. I was too terrified to watch so me facebook-ed! XD

And finally we all had some time to talk secrets. Parents were somewhere outside, me and Arvind in my room and my bro and Samantha was in the other room. Arvind and I were crapping like mad. He was being VERY poetic! If you allow him ah, he'd surely beat Shakespeare to it la. Then after that the conversation got a wee bit private. Nothing special, it was just private.

And that was the end of my awesome Friday! Now lets move on to todayyyyy!

Today we spent time at Arvind's aunt's house. She's super sweeeeet!
Then came back to my place, got dressed and went to a house warming ceremony! We've got new neighbors! :D
And earlier just now we went shopping! Well except for me and Arvind lar. He accompanied me to the bookstore.
Me: Yay storybooks! -reaches for em-
Arvind: -whacks my hand- No!! Activity books!
Me: Ouch! -stares- Don't want! You gave me enough!
Arvind: Not enough! Now come! You've got enough storybooks for a year already!
Me: Evil!
Arvind: Not evil but caring. I want you to become as smart as me! :D
Me: Perasan! =='
Arvind: Haha! Just kidding now stop with that sour face and come!
Conclusion: He's a meanie! D:

Today I got way too many FAKE compliments, mostly from guys and a few aunties. They all said I look different and when I mean different, faham faham lar!  Hetchooo! =='

Me: Arvind!! Do I look different?

Arvind: Yeah, you do! Pretty and better as ever!

Me: Nevermind, wrong person to ask! -.-

Arvind: What?! I'm serious and you can't say I'm lying since almost everyone is saying that. 

Me: Everyone's blind! 

Arvind: You're the blind one k! 

Me: Pft! Kk enough! 

And then there were this two guys whom I know through my aunt, stopped us all of a sudden on purpose and asked me bout my aunt's restaurant and all. And they were speaking Hindi, poor Arvind he didn't understand, well so I thought. Then once I got compliment and they were err the freaky type of guys and I was well kinda scared.
Gah when I turned to look at Arvind, gawd you could tell he was angry! His hands were in a fist man. I patted his hands slowly, or else he would have definitely whacked those guys. He dragged me away from them! D-R-A-G-G-E-D!!!! EPIC! The people around were staring at us. Just go ask the shopkeepers there were there any girl been dragged by a guy yesterday and they would definitely say YES!
We had a real long awkward moment. We just stared. Then I got us ice-cream! Freak ate from my ice-cream cup and wasted his! ><
He has a very bad temper. He used to whack people and was super insulting but since he kena from me once, he stopped. He still has got temper but knows how to control it but don't push your luck! Trust me, you wouldn't wanna mess with him.

Arvind: So you like him still?!

Me: Hmm dunno but maybeeee I like you! XD

Arvind: Of course you like me! I'm handsome, smart, sweet and caring and...

Me: Oi enough enough! No need to perasan a lot k!

Arvind: I got it from you! I was an innocent boy! You corrupted me!

Me: I corrupted you?! Liar!! And you?! Innocent?! Ya riteee! You mega pervert lar! 

Arvind: You're a pervert too k madam!

Me: Kira equal lar! ;)

Arvind: Yeap!

Then we had some family time and they had to back since they had to send Samantha back home! :(
It's only been 2 hours since they left and I'm already missing them. I had tons of fun! Wheeeee! Mommy said they'd be coming back but dunno when!

Gambateh!

Mood: Nervous

Why am I feeling nervous?! No idea!
Ish my brother and Arvind totally messed up my mind!

5 more minutes before they get their results! Oh God, please bless all of em! :)
Don't worry guys, all iz well! ;)
Be brave and take your result proudly! Wootz!

Mood: Neutral

Fucking terrible day, I swear!
Hope it changes tomorrow.

The form 3's are getting their result tomorrow! No worries guys, will keep my fingers crossed for you people! All the best! :)

Luckily he activated his profile back, at least I got to wish him! I did my part! See?! I'm so niceeee! XD

Arvind is having a sleepover at my brother's house tonight and they've been talking to me on the phone for hours. Hah now they're nervous! Bet they gonna start bugging me from tomorrow onward! They even have packed some of the form 3 books to dump at me. Pochi!
But hah the best thing, if they get straight A's, it's either they're coming down to Seremban or I'll definitely leave to Puchong to be there with them and celebrate. Wootz! The best freaks ever! :D

All You're Ever Gonna Be Is Mean!

Mood: Fucking pissed and annoyed and sad!

Great, here goes the goddamn cold war again! It has only been 2-3 days of being nice then now back to the old him. So much for a change and apology! Haiz! Nevermind! Nevermind! No biggie! Its the same old thing that I'm used to. At least now I wouldn't feel like the bad one whenever we chat. Oh wait, it's the cold war, meaning no communication and if there is one also, it would be his mean streak vs my innocence and as usual he'll win! Wonderful! Everything's back to normal! Perfect, just perfect!
Hah Shin Hau, pay up! I knew I couldn't have been wrong! Hah! XD

Hahahahahha now he's sorry again and wouldn't bother me anymore. I know the hidden meaning behind that. It means that I've gotta stop bothering him.

"Oh, I'm so sorry, never knew I was bothering you. Well, I'm glad you said it! Now I know where I exactly stand. How nice of you to be honest for once. I'm so proud of you! No worries, you can have my word. I promise I wouldn't bother you until you yourself tell me to bother you and trust me I'm really good at keeping promises. All I ask is that you be a friend to me not an enemy, quit being mean but don't be too nice either! Oh btw you can't just hurt people all the time and then say "I'm sorry" and expect them to forgive you just like that. That's not how it works. If you make a mistake, have the courage to make it right and apologize with all your heart. Do not throw around the word sorry if you don't mean it. Respect that word. If you can't apologize truly then at least don't fake it and say anything that would hurt the person more. Think before you speak! You're not the one hearing it so you have no idea how it feels like and you would never know cause that's how your mentality works. I know you don't give a damn bout my feelings but you see I do care a lot so I can't take it when you play with em. Not acceptable. I'll just talk to Mr.Teddy here, imagining it's you. Guess I'd be talking to him for a long time since I'm pretty sure you're so not gonna respond anytime soon better yet you're not even gonna talk to me. Thank you so much for you cooperation and being the normal you again! 11:11 made my wish come true!" 

Anyways I've got the same dialogue before, just gotta scroll on my messages but na ah doing that is considered suicidal. Why?! There are over 6000 convos between us and reading each and every one of em would be such a heartbreaker. I rather feel the way I'm feeling now and not make it worse please.

Kamz said I should learn how to control my temper and that I shouldn't have said that. Well it's not my fucking fault! Who asked him to be like that?! I'm not the one who asked him to be rude! I didn't even asked him to apologize. In fact, I didn't even say anything bad to him. All I did was say hi and sorry! Is there any problem with that?!

Haiz, I can't never understand him and they say girls are tough to understand. Screw you people lar. My mood is so ruined! =(

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I hope whoever's reading this enjoyed my scream of frustration as much as I did!

In The Shade!

Mood: Cheerful

Woah! Something that I saw on my dashboard had really made me happier. Only those who have blog would know. Hehe!

Sorry couldn't blog yesterday, been really busy but nothing much happened other than my mom breaking her arm. Haiz! :(

Been busy today too. And currently I'm so exhausted.and gonna KO on my bed anytime. I was kinda moody earlier but thanks to Shin Hau I'm back to cheerful me. (: He mad fella lar! X)

3 more days to go till PMR result and I don't find neither Arvind nor my brother nervous. They're busy partying with their friends. Trust me when I say party, they're really are partying. Their current slogan when someone asks why they're partying instead of being nervous: "Live before you die!" Those two freaks ah! Haiz!
But although they're having fun, they didn't forget ME but they're kinda annoying since they call me everyday and bug me but hmm I actually kinda like it. :P

Can't believe I actually wrote his name on a paper without even realizing it until my cousin shouted out the name. So weird. I swear I didn't realize I was writing his name. Gah so addicted to it. I mean to writing his name.

You know I was actually thinking quite a lot bout him today and how things were last time! Hm maybe cause of what he said the other day?! I don't know. I only know that I miss that weird, idiotic guy he was. The fun one. Now he's different to me. He's so erm cold?! Whyyyyy?! :( I want that annoying boy back! Take away this uninteresting guy who just dumbly agrees to whatever I say and only knows the word "Ok" ! =='

Hey, its 11:11 and I just made a wish!

My Day Spent!

Mood: Cheerful; Tired; Sleepy

Ok I have written bout my camp but must I really post it?! Hehe!

Had a great day today! Made new friends, Cloe and Recine!
Justin attempted to kill me when I wasn't having any fun. Ya we were karaoke-ing! Well Justin, Cloe and Recine lar! I was busy texting and Shin Hau was staring at what I was texting. Hah!

Then I decided to go to Popular instead of hearing Cloe sing and Justin shuffle and yay Shin Hau followed me. Wheeee. I love the smell of new books. Then went to get ice-cream, forced Shin Hau to get one also but he said he was too lazy. WTH! Me no likey eating ice-cream alone, it makes me feel like you know those depressed people who eats ice-cream all by themselves when they're erm depressed?! So I belanja him. Yay! :D On the way back up, he asked me when I'm gonna go with that guy I said I wanna ajak out.

Shin Hau: So when are you going out with _______?

Me: Huh!? I haven't asked! Eh you still remember?!

Shin Hau: I forgot, I old man dy lo but when I saw you I remember back. Why you haven't asked/

Me: I'm scared! 

Shin Hau: Scared of what?

Me: Him!

Shin Hau: Why scared of him? Just ask la

Me: Cause he's scary at times! What if he scolds?!

Shin Hau: Really?! Why would he scold?! Aiya just ask la

Me: Really lar! Me scared! Dunno, he just might! You gimme idea how to ask la

Shin Hau: Just ask like how you asked me!

Me: You both are two different people! I'm still scared!

Shin Hau: Haiz! Just find a right time and ask.

Me: ._.

Then went to get movie tickets! I was standing innocently between to guys, eating my ice-cream, yum yum and the lady at the counter kept looking at me being caked between two fellas. Bluekk!
Too bad we can't make it to the movie cause the was only 3 seats left and they were the one at the front row so na ah. So we went down to Starbucks, sat outside and ate pizza. Justin gave everyone a nickname based on how they were that time and I was 'Ms Quiet For Now' since I was really quiet. Justin was shooooo surprised. Of course he had to since I'm the type who talks and talks and talks without an end. Hah, I know I've got amazing talents! Hehe!

Then Recine kept pinching Shin Hau's cheeks! So cute! We were showing them the hand love sign. Hehe!
Basically we were just crapping and laughing and whenever Justin talked to me, Cloe stared at me. She was jealous! Aw I knew it! She was really scary cause she kept staring at me. Felt like asking Justin to stop talking to me and concentrate more on her please. Pity her. But when we chatted on facebook, found out she's a really nice person and real friendly. Yay!

We went to the arcade but Justin was the only one playing so me, Shin Hau, Recine and Cloe were just sitting down and staring at each other. Me and Recine were the only ones talking.
Few minutes later at around 6 we balik ady!

Currently very sleepy and gonna hit bed anytime soon.
Kuga made me go pagal just now. We were nonsense-ing!
Thava and I were also nonsense-ing! He and his imaginations! :P
Cloe and I were bonding! :)
And another conversation I had with someone was really confusing. Never knew I could be the reason of someone's change.

Late Night Gossips

Mood: Happyyyyy

Ohmigod! Ohmigod! Ohmigod!
My tummy hurts like mad wei! And I'm like in tears ady! Guess I'll die laughing! Why?
Been gossiping with my Canada aunt about my mom! Gosh, it was hilarious. We've been laughing the whole time. Never knew my mom is such a weird comedian. Aiyo I'm still laughing and ouchie my tummy hurts lar. I no voice also! Best part, mommy doesn't know that we gossiped bout her! Hehehe! XD

Mood: Neutral

I'm back! Hellooooo! :D
Currently too sleepy to write bout the camp so tomorrow it is!

Going out with Shin Hau, Justin and 4 other friends of theirs.
And if I don't go tomorrow, Justin said he'd never forgive me. Wow?! =='

It's been 4 days since I spoke to him and yesh I miss him but trust me, he once again forgot that I exist. It happens everytime we don't communicate. Haiz. There goes the mean streak again. Nvm ashi, take it easy. You're so used to it so what's the biggie?!
The biggie is I'm bored at home so I'm planning to ajak him out the friendly friendly way either one day before or after his results but probably before since I'm sure he'd like to go and celebrate with his friends rather than going with me.
#notgonnasayajakinengcauseitwillbesocacatedifyougetwhatimean

But I'm very sure I'm all forgotten and I have no chance in asking so viddu ashi. It's not happening. And you know I got the idea from my dream. Wicked awesome! Too bad dreams don't come true! :(

Mood: Exhausted

Had to work today! ._. Friggin tiring. Haiz......And that's why I don't fancy shopping that much except for notebooks. I loveeeee getting all those fancy colourful notebooks. People who know me well knows how crazy I am for notebooks. I buy but I'll never use em. It's like a hobby. But 5 awesome notebooks today. They're so beautiful! :D

My cousins were involved in a BIG gang fight. So there's one in the hospital real serious and another has got 10 stitches on the head and another has slight injury to the lung cause of the knife stab and the rest have broken arms and two of them spent a night at the police station. Wicked!!
And everyone were like emo-ing there and since I was the youngest there as usual everyone tried to stay put and when I asked why no one told me earlier bout this, they said didn't want me to get influenced by all this. I have only one word for my cousins, I-D-I-O-T-S! No idea what was the use to even fight. Should be like me, damn peaceful one, I kill with my words. Muahahah! XD

Unknown stylish old chinese lady: Blahblahblah. *she said lots of stuffs lar in bm sumore, basically crapping*
Me: Yeah haha yaaaa! *just hentam ny but I replied her in english*
Mom passes by at the back of me..
Usol: So who's that to you?
Me: Owh that's my mom! (:
Usol: Ah ok ok.
*silence while she stares at me*
Usol: You manyak putih. Manyak cantik! :)
Me: -did she just say I'm white?!? o.O - awkward smile. Thank you
Usol: Betul. Manyak cantik. Eh u ada lubang ah dekat muka.
Me: -i have a hole on my face??! holy crap!!- *stares*
Usol: manyak manis lar u senyum. ada lubang. wat is it called?! erm dimples?! yeah tats it
Me: -now you speak english!- owh haha, thank you! *praying somebody comes and distract her and wohoo somebody actually did, well came to me and asked for drinks*
-rushed to make- Escapeeeeee!

Mom: So what did that lady talk to you?! You seemed annoyed.
Me: Neah I wasn't annoyed, just felt awkward. She was saying that I'm very putih and manyak cantik and my smile very manis since I have a hole on my face! *burst out laughing* XD
Mom: You mean dimples?
Me: Ah yaya! ==' Well basically she was just nonsense-ing!
Mom: When a lady of that tell you something, it's definitely true. They don't lie. So accept it.
Me: Really!? Hm kk. I did say thank you. See?! I'm so polite.
Mom: Yaya!

I got at least 5 people today who complimented my appearance. Weirdos! Made me stand there like a clueless idiot ny cause I don't know how to respond what. Ish!
My aunt and cousin said I looked like a gangster! -.- Well actually ya I did, early in the morning lar with the hat and all, later was normal dy.

I don't even know what am I crapping rite now. I'm so random and blur.

And I'm so busy packing for the camp. Yes I'm going, that also only cause she said she'll fail if I don't go and I would NEVER want to be the reason of someone's failure, so I'm forced to. Hwuaaaaaa! I don't want actually. I'm so tired, I NEED sleep! 3 days 2 night. Hah I'm gonna miss my awesome bed and pillows and my home, my weird parents and Shin Hau! D: Lol sounds odd I know but seriously I will. And when I'm back, gonna bug him with my adventures at the camp. So far got quite a lot of take care wishes. Seriously need em!
Well, I just hope I have a friend there lar. I mean I'm sure I'll get friends, I always do but you know someone I'm used to and ohmigod it's gonna be all girls. Am I supposed to be happy or sad? lol

So bye bye! Have fun without me! </3 :(
I hope I have fun too. Haiz!

First rays of the morning sunlight,
Broke through the clouds,
Creeping into my room,

Through the cracks on my curtain,

Lighting up floating particles,

Like golden stardust defying gravity.

A cool breeze paid a welcoming visit ,

Through the crevice of my unlocked window,

Sending a cooling sensation running on my skin,

Coupled with the warm kiss of sunlight,

Ah, what an enticing feeling,

And I dream not of leaving my cozy bed.

Credits to Ray of Infinite Dream! (:

                                                                                                                          

Mood: Dreamy;Confused

Just got up from the best dream ever. 
Btw I still can't believe that yesterdays/today's convo actually happened. Na ah. Impossible. No way. You gotta be kidding me. It's completely insane. How can a person REALIZE something only after a long time of doing it and then APOLOGIZE all of a sudden? And that also from a person who's so not the type who would even apologize or even care. Hm I wonder what actually happened. Never mind, only the thought counts! (: Glad he's sorry. 

Mood: Cheerful

♥ Ladies vs Ricky Bahl! ♥

Y u no play at Seremban?! D:

You know what, if he's waiting for me to ask, well fine so it is but hah after I ask, I'm so gonna accept that he's not a guy. Ish, doesn't even know the rules on how to treat a girl. Not a gentleman at all. Arvind is much better since he is the one who always asks me out first before I could. See?! That's how a guy should be. Even as just friends. 

Rant About Him!

Mood: Cheerful 

 Helloooooo! I'm back to my version of normal! :D

What made me so happy?!
Ok let's see I was angry so I imagined his face on my pillow and punched it so many times throwing all my anger on it!!

Tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy. That's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay.

Then I was kinda sad so I asked questions to the air.

Why is he such an idiot?

Why is he a mega jerk?

Why is he so annoying?

Why is he so mean?

Why is he such a freak?

Why does he always lie?

Why can't he understand?

Why can't he just ask me first and not expect me to ask?!

Is he really a guy?

Dear God, please shove some sense into his empty mind and removes bitches and freak from his mind please. No it's ok I'm not gonna ask you to make him think of me. Lemme be thought only when needed. Thank You! XD

And earlier just now I was so happy, I imagined my teddy as him and danced with it. Damn fun!
Really! The song was nice also. Lalalala!

So yeah mood is currently good. Oh no, it just turned slightly bad. Seriously, why on earth is he so stupid?
I feel like choking him!!!! Proven, he's so NOT a guy! Yeah! Hah!

You're a redneck, heartbreak

Who's really bad at lying.

So wondering if I like or hate him? 

It's a 70/30 thing! :P

Mood: Neutral

Life makes love look hard

And I need you like a heartbeat

But you know you got a mean streak

His mean streak is making it easier for me to dislike him. Each and everyday he gives me a reason to hate him, reasons why I should not like him and he doesn't even know how hurtful his words are. Wow. He wouldn't even bother. Yeah that's him. Mega jerk!
But you know it's tough going even a day without hearing from him. Just so used to him.

All Alone!

Mood: Frustrated

The jury's out, but my choice is you.

I had one person in mind since a few days ago to ask to well follow me to go watch the movie but after last night/morning whatever, no I don't think so I'm gonna ask. Before this also, I know it'll be a big NO but I thought could just give it shot but never mind it's not happening. Haiz! Now I'm clueless of who to ask.

So I came to the conclusion, let's just forget it. I know no one's gonna come no matter how hard I try to convince them so leave it lar. I'll just ask mommy to get the damn CD!
Yaya you'd think I'm so dumb, could just go alone right?! Well you see I'm always alone, I don't have any siblings to bug me or to talk to although you people with siblings find it annoying but hey at least you have someone and get to spend time with. Me?! I kill time by going online, well thats cause there's people to talk with there at least, play games, watch movies, read storybooks, watch the sky, talk to my stuffs, cycle at my taman, play the guitar,yeah basically I do this over and over and over again. My parents try their best to spend time with me, I can see that but they're usually busy so I don't wanna disturb them.I have all the freedom in the world but I don't know how to spend it or with whom. Kirro says I'm different since most of the kids alone go under serious depression and are always quiet but I talk a lot so it's good. Yaya I don't go under depression but seriously it's effin boring. Who says being the only child is awesome?! I mean yeah it is, you get whatever you want but sometimes when you look back, you'll feel the loneliness. So you see I'm bored alone and thats why I don't wanna go alone cause it'll be the same thing. Get it?! Haiz!

Never mind, not gonna ask anyone anymore. Just gonna wait until someone asks which is not gonna happen either so haiz forget it! This sucks! ><

Title Song!

Daler Mehndi ji you rock!! I've always been a big fan of his but now MEGA FAN! :D
It's all about Punjabi! Do not be racist people!! It's a nice song and it's a good movie!
I couldn't find the lyrics translation, I don't need it anyways but really people it's nice lar! Come and watch with me lar! Huhuhu! ><
Hwuaaaaa! Still got no friend to accompany me. Great! Ohmigod, forever alone! D:
I don't care I'm gonna keep posting bout this and make my idiotic friends read and hope I get someone who's willing to follow me. Why is everyone busy or not interested?! Screw all you people! Dammmit! ><

Tell Me Whyyy?! X)

Mood: Neutral

Gah the title song of I AM SINGH is really so addictive lar!
The beat and all. Now if only I had a friend to watch it with. Hwuaaaa! Why nobody wants go with me?! D:
Not fair! Not fair! Not fair!!! -bangs head on the keyboard-

I just can't understand what's wrong with watching a NOT english movie for once!!!
Proven that my friends are so not interesting. Ish!

They're proud of themselves, in a good way and the way they talk and all, fuh, chakde paaji! XD

Damn! Damn! Damn!

Mood: Happy ; Confused 

Wheee! I watched the eclipse today for the first time in my life! It was so nice. The moon was red in colour.
It was awesome man!

Ok I'm 99% sure Mervin's profile got hacked or else why on earth would he act so weird and say all those weird stuffs. No I'm NOT over reacting or anything!! It's freaking real! Oh great, I asked him to prove that it's him and dammit he somehow just did! ._. Oh great! Perfect! Wow! Wonderful! This sucks! Another friend who has just crossed the limit of FRIENDS! Aiyo why me lar outta so many other people out there?! I guess I've got some really dumb guy friends. As in REAL DUMB!

Owh wait, he just said it's chumma! Yay!
Oh no, now it's back to me. Great! I'm not gonna be a caring friend anymore! Shouldn't have said anything to him. Damn! ><
I don't know what to tell him. I don't even know how to explain to him that I don't like him more than a friend and that I still like that guy he thinks I USED to like. All I'm doing now is putting lots of X) smiley to....I don't know why I'm even doing that. I'm basically acting dumb. Yeah, the best thing I could think of right now.

Oh God, please help me. God, you know right I suck at all these stuffs and what was the need to make him think that way about ME?! Aiyo! Ok God doesn't need my blog to know what's going on but seriously God is the only one who can help me now.

Wait For Me Lunar Eclipse!

Mood: Excited

I can't wait to see the Lunar Eclipse today. It's gonna be my first time seeing an eclipse! I'm so excited.I know its so weird that I've never seen an eclipse before but every time it occurs, I would know about it only after it has passed. How sad you know! :(
This time also I wouldn't have known if my mom didn't call me out when they showed it in the news.
There's bright flashes of light here, oh wait, it might just be the lightning. Aaaarrgghhhh! ._.
Arvind says he'd text me when we get to see the eclipse. Hmm I wonder!
Whatever it is, nothing's gonna stop me from seeing how an eclipse actually look like today! Hah!
I just wish I had certain people with me right now so that we can see together. Haiz! :/

A Day Out With Friends!

Mood: Happy

I'm back!
Well............I had fun!
Lai couldn't come and Seb felt lonely so he went off. So it was just me, aly, hua en, thaanoj, vishnu and our new friend tashwin! Pst he's so shy! Shier than me! Eh I do feel shy k! LOL

Before we even reached there, ALL of them called me except tashwin and thaanoj lar. Gosh!
All of them were like asking me to wait for them, where to wait, where was I?! I felt so blur and my dad was like "Fuh, you're so wanted!" Daddy!!!! =='

We watched New Year's Eve! Such a meaningful movie. We got the side seats which means we had to sit in pairs. Thanks Adrian! Hua En quickly grabbed Aly and said she wanted to sit with her so that I had to sit with one of the guys. I was like Oh great! -.-  So it would be either Thaanoj or Vishnu.

But then all of a sudden Hua En grabbed me and said she wanted to sit with me so we quickly rushed in and got our seats and it was me and hua en, vishnu and tashwin and aly and thaanoj! Muahahah! That was the MEGA PLAN! So me and hua en were in between those two pairs. We kept disturbing aly and we were the loudest there. Hehe!

Then we went for pizza using hua en and my voucher! I just wanna use it lar! Hah! The guys were like damn shy! We got our seats and waited for them to come back from the toilet and meanwhile commented on how terrible the waitress who took our order was! Hua En was busy matchmaking aly and thaanoj and me and that tashwin guy. ==' She was even planning where the guys should sit so it'll make us be together. How stupid. But in the end, vaade of the century for Hua En, that tashwin guy sat opposite of her, vishnu was opposite of aly and thaanoj was opposite of me. Thaanoj and I kept kicking each other! Mangkuk lar he! And we were even speaking in sign language and the rest of em stared at us wondering what was going on. Hehe! :P
There was a long awkward silence before anyone reached for the pizza. We were basically staring at each other.

After that we crapped and made the guys finish the pizzas and we took off home!
It was great.

Off We Go!

Mood: Happy

I'm about to leave for Jusco in half an hour time. So it's Hua En, Lai, Aly, Seb, Vishnu, Thaanoj and ME! :D
It's so weird cause of this, Vishnu is actually TALKING to me. The last time we ever spoke was last year and that was me getting scolding from him for showing the middle finger to Darsh! But it wasn't my fault! Who asked her to bug me?! Bluekk! But now I like her! :D Nono, not that type of like, it's the sisterly like one! XD

Oh shoot I haven't even changed. Oh wait I haven't even picked what to wear. Ah who cares! XD
I just hope I have fun!

POPULAR/MPH.........HERE I COME! :D

Fuuuuuuuu! :P

Mood: Neutral

What a day! It's been ages since I cried like that, oh wait it's even been ages since I cried!! Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Wicked scary! But it was bound to happen. Damn!

Remembering back the conversation between me and Shin Hau in that depressing moment is actually kinda funny now. I don't reply him for just a minute and he gets so worried and keeps asking "Are you ok?!" Haha!

Everything was just normal, nothing else even happened. Oh wait something did happen that turned my frown upside down. Wheeeee.

Found it was MERVIN who shouted out my name the other day! Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Now in a dilemma on which group to go with for the Pandu Camp this Tuesday till Thursday. Shanthini asked me and now Hashvini is begging me to join her group. Oh God! I guess I'm gonna say NO to both and just stay at home!

I AM SINGH!

Mood: Still the same! lol owh and kinda sad

Gah I wanna watch "I AM SINGH" !!! The songs are so nice especially the title song. Gulzar Inder Singh! ♥♥♥
Unfortunately, I don't have any friends who would wanna watch it with me.
At least one person would do but you see my friends aren't interested in hindi movies plus this is punjabi!
Haiz, I just wish someone would be kind enough to come with me. =(

Mood: Happy ; Cheerful 

It's just another normal day.
Cooked lunch and daddy loved it! Wheee! Well it was just Maggi.

Been texting with Arvind the whole day, still am. We've been talking bout the past backing from when we were little kids. Awwhh I miss those times we spent together.
Been crapping with Shin Hau. Don't ask what nonsense we talk about. XD

Well pretty much nothing INTERESTING happened.

Was at aunt's house, and had some girly time with cousins. What we did?! We painted our nails (I don't know why I even agreed!), pillow fight and gossiped about guys. LOL! It's the first time I joined them in their gossip session since usually you know I'm not really interested. Today they were talking bout my guy friends. They rarely do cause I find it very annoying and shout at them for it. Can't believe they actually find PEOPLEWHOSHOULDN'TBENAMED either hot, handsome or cool. Ergh! Ok I agree with certain people they mentioned. Unsurprisingly  they find Arvind and that ONE guy hot and another guy that I don't wish to mention about and I just stare at them like in sign of asking them to shuddup! Thank God they don't know anything or else they would torment me. Gah!

Ouch! The pillow fight was epic. 3 vs 1. They were all attacking ME! Well they should since I played a dirty prank on them earlier. Muahahahaha! Do not ask what, it's very erm private. Hehe!

Was supposed to stay at their house since parents would be late or something but then at 10 pm, my mom came to fetch me. WTH! I didn't wanna come home but mom dragged me anyways. Damn! On the way back, they stopped at Tesco and I was in my pajama.
Me: Nononononono!! I'm not going in there with this bunny pajama!!
Mom: Nah we're here just to give someone something.
Me: Owh! Really?! Phew! (:

Best Day

Mood: Happy

Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away;

But I know I had the best day today.

How to describe today?! Best day ever! It was just perfect, na ah not almost but totally! Well excluding the part I got super annoyed and angry.

Spent the day at Kuga's house with Lai. We had so much of fun. We played PS, cooked maggi, Yummmm, had snacks, double yummm, watched Monte Carlo again, stole each others seats. -sigh of relief- it was awesome.

I cycled there though. Had to convince my dad real hard saying that I would be fine and I'd be careful and I'd be cycling at the side of the road and all the safety measures that I'd take and that he doesn't have to get someone to send me. It's not that far from my house to hers. It's only my taman, then another and then it's her taman but the only fear I had was the dogs in the taman in between. They're damn scary lar although they're in the house. Ergh. No, I'm not afraid of people and why should I?! The only I don't like is that the guys around ALWAYS stares. Creeps! And surely they'll say something or even wave. Ergh.

On my way back, I used another route to my house and I knew the Mewahan Indian boys would be there, meaning the people I know but I had to use that way! I was praying no one notices me when I passed by since I didn't tie my hair school style and I tried hard not to look at their direction but suddenly someone shouted out my name and waved and all of them who were playing stopped and look at my direction. I was like Oh,shit! I didn't stop for a chit chat, turned to look, waved and went off. Gah, damn scary. The best part of cycling was when going down the hill super fast to my house. Wheeeeeeee!

Found rambutan,nicely peeled and kept in the fridge and of course I dug into it. Hehe. Mommy said she bought it cause I wanted it last night. Aw the best mom ever!

And then poof, SHE came! Who's she?! My cute but damnsuperextremelyhorribly annoying niece. I swear she bugs the crap outtta me. Even Kamz said she's annoying. Hah! She's like super interested in all MY stuffs. She freaking loves taking my pottu! Ok it's bad cause it took me a long time to find that one.

Visited aunt's house and they insisted of having me stay. So while they were crapping, I so wanted to go into the Telekom building at the corner there and ask them why their wifi not responding!!! Hehe! Then they were talking of going to one medical institue somewhere and they wanted to bring me along since they think it would help me know bout doctorates and stuff. So clearly told them, I'm so not taking medicines, not interested in it, I want to go for LAW! :D

In the car, my mom was insisting me to follow them and that I was making a foolish choice to not follow them and ah that totally pissed me off. The tone she used, ergh made me so angry and she kena nicely from me. I totally shouted at her but then I was so pissed but can't bear shouting at her, I kinda had tears in my eyes. I mean c'mon lar, she's my mom, I don't like shouting at her. The best part, everyone in the car were so silent the whole time I was angry. Damn cool. Well that's just cause they know how hot-tempered I am. Do not, I repeat, do not piss me off. Rawr!

And then after we were back, the best thing happened that made everything P-E-R-F-E-C-T! Wheeeeeee! I was so happy with it, I was a frigging ballerina for a moment dancing to the tune of my heartbeats. You know the feeling you get when you find out someone dear to you remembers that you still exist?! Yeah that was it. Then spent the night texting with Arvind and don't have to worry bout that ONE guy for a while since he's away for camp till next week I guess.

Pass the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold.

So how's life?! One word, perfect! :)

Socializing Everyday, Keeps Bad Mood Away

Mood: Cheerful

Slept off late last night er morning. Whatever. Around 4 AM. Why?! I was still skyping with Thava and was on the phone with that ONE guy and was texting with Arvind. Woke up exactly at 12 PM and I could have continued sleeping but didn't want to cause sleeping in the afternoon while you're home alone?! Ah not fun!

If anyone heard the convo ah, they definitely would have thought that the guy is so sweet and I'm a real dumb for not taking it seriously but hey he ain't sweet, he was just using the classic flirt technique and I ain't dumb, I was just avoiding myself from flirting back so I was basically acting dumb and I so could have vaade-ed him since I know his tricks, I'm sure our whole school knows but poor guy putting a lot of effort to impress me so why break his heart. LOL! I know how to flirt k, in fact EVERYONE knows how, they just THINK they don't know. Thinking back of how the whole convo went seriously makes me laugh. Funny?! It was hilarious and it was kinda fun also.

Weird how this time he didn't mess up my thoughts and make go in total depression. Phew!
And with Thava? Well we were basically crapping and he was bullying me as usual and I swear he's C-R-A-Z-Y!
And was crapping with Arvind also.
Talking to these people was so much fun but it definitely would have been better if I could have talked to that person I want to talk with. Haiz.

And I wonder why everyone says I sound different on the phone? Why people why?! ._.

Mum texted me asking why I haven't slept yet, surely she texted my aunt and found out. Haiz. But luckily she didn't scold instead she was just telling what all was going on over there and haha they all missed me. Awwhhh! :P

Currently still skyping with Thava and talking to that ONE guy! Lalalallala! :PPP

12:02 AM Activity

Mood: Happy

It's 12:02 am and I'm here skyping with Thava. Listening to him play the piano, kacau me and hah I caught him compliment me for the FIRST time. Cekap lar he! My awesome uncle! Heheh! :D

A Wonderful Day Just To Result To Nothing

Mood: Neutral

Had to wake up early in the morning for another wedding but this time it was held at the Murugan Temple.
It was so much of fun. I was the Snack Girl. Had to go around giving people murukku and all with a cute lil basket. It was so cute! So it was me, my two cousin sisters and my annoying little 8 year old nice.
Why she's annoying?! She takes my stuffs without asking me and then ruins them! Aaaarrggghh! And today she purposely hid her pottu just to take mine and when I asked her why, she just said mine were so nice. -.-

The wedding went well. All the bridesmaid were Chinese, ya cause the bride is also chinese. They were all so pretty in the sarees.

Saw my aunt that I've haven't met for a year and guess what, she DID NOT recognize me. I'm just standing there like "WHAT?!? YOU FORGOT ME?!? YOUR DEAR NICE?!?!?" but she still didn't recognize me until my uncle told her. And she was like "OMG, you look so gorgeous and you lost weight, no wonder I can't recognize you! Wow, you look good." and I'm just standing there again like "Err what?! o.O -hugs and kisses- hows it goin?" I ALWAYS change the topic when someone praises me cause I have no idea what to say or how to react. ._. It's wicked scary. I mean I looked perfectly normal to me, nothing special but still the people around are kinda blind I think. Got it so many times. Kinda annoying cause I seriously have no idea what to do. =='

Was with my my cousins the whole time and Kichi uncle smuggled the banana from the stage and fed me. Heheheh! He's so sweet!

After lunch, I and Yogan went back upstairs to get MORE laddoos. Wheee the akka and the uncle just gave away the laddoos to us when we gave our cheeky smile. Hehe. They seriously taste great. Yummmm!

Came home and parents wanted to go to aunt's house at Puchong, the one near Arvind's house and no idea why I told them I didn't wanna go. The last thing I wanted was seeing him and feeling guilty for making him wait. I was in a good mood, didn't wanna ruin it. Parents kept asking whether I was sure cause I always loved going Puchong to their houses but not this time. So I was left home alone. I messed up the whole house. Muahahahahaha! >:)
Been watching Ouran and tv then got a text from him asking whether I'm fine now. Guess my parents must have said I wasn't feeling well. -.-
They're not coming back home till tomorrow and no I'm not home alone now. Cousins and aunt are over here "guarding" me although I told them I'd be fine alone. Used to being alone but hah they're way too protective.

Another day passed by without talking to you

But even after having so much of fun, I still feel like there's something missing. A daily routine that I always do.....talking to that person but lately there's been cold silence between us and I'm so not liking it. Talking to that person kinda makes my day cause I'm so used to talking to her/him and now without it, everything feels so erm empty......

I'd tell you I miss but I don't know how

City Kingdom Ballroom

Mood: Happy; Dreamy; Tired

Worst day ever! Yeah! If anyone was in my place and experienced the situation I went through, they would have cried and lost hope by now. Just terrible experiences. Damn! :(
Don't wish to talk about them. Ergh!
Had a cut on my finger and seriously have no idea how it happened but it surely bled a lot. Like seriously a lot and was kinda painful. Ouch! ._.
Today I was the shopping manager so my job was to do ALL the shopping. My legs hurt! ><

For the first time went for a wedding reception without getting dressed properly. That's cause I forgot to bring my clothes although my parents told me on the phone yesterday, well that must have been where I wasn't paying attention and we couldn't get home cause I like an idiot said no thinking it would just be like any other wedding reception  in a normal hall.
 It felt extremely awkward entering a grand ballroom without proper clothing. Real awkward. All of them were in formal clothing, looking great as ever and there's me with my tracksuit and shirt and my hair tied in a ponytail. Ergh! I felt drowning myself in the sea. So deserve that. ._.

When I entered the City Kingdom Ballroom, oh my God, I swear that place is awesome. You know I'm not like other NORMAL girls but when you're in there, you have every rights to dream and fantasize man. It was so beautiful. The chandeliers, the lighting, the red carpet entrance, everything was just perfect. It was amazing. It was kinda big for a ballroom but oh well it was wonderful. I salute you Unce Selva, you're a great daddy! What a grand reception for your daughter.

The whole event was organized well. It was so cute when they kissed. They had to pause for a while for the cameraman to snap the pictures and everyone went Awwwww! It was just sooo cute!
Their entrance was different, didn't really like it but the punjabi guys who played the dhol were so cute! Haha! XD

I spent the time talking to a 7 years old kiddo who's a NERD! o.o
He's way too smart for a 7 year old and asks way too many questions. I was so amazed to see that the mother was patiently answering his questions. Wow.
We each were given a paper with questions on it but too bad I couldn't answer them since I'm not married. The questions there are for married people.

Basically, the night made my mood better! (:

Mood: Neutral

What a tiring night. Had tons of messages saying "Huh? what?!" Crap!
That idiotic brother sent the same messages to all the guys and a different one to the girls which was effing terrible. Thank God the girls didn't actually get pissed at me for that instead they were so surprised and confused cause they know I'm not the type who'd forward THAT kind of message. The guys were like err-ing! Dammit! So had to explain to all of them it wasn't me, it was my cousin brother and I even told those who don't wanna believe could just call my mom and ask her. I was using her phone the whole day to text TG and Keyan.
But I lied to one person, Arvind, cause he was the only one who replied back the same thing as in the message and asked what's with the bad word and I was just there like 'Crap! Crap! Crap!' So I just PRETENDED it was ME who sent it. Haiz, I didn't wanna make him feel bad or anything that's why.There's one person who lied to me, do I look like a care?! Nope! Idiot!

Didn't talk to my cousin brother the whole night cause I was really angry and busy plotting my revenge on him but he came and said sorry and I didn't budge, he tickled me! Stupid lar! I was there laughing and crying and begging him to stop, it was so ticklish! Ergh! ><

Then cousin sisters did the catwalk. Mamamia! So funny! XD

Ah gotta chiao! Back to work! Erm morning all and blog later! Have a nice day! (:

Mixed Up Situation

Mood: Happy ; Crazy ; Shocked

Had a great day! I had to work at my aunt's shop but it was super fun. Watched my cousin brother flirt with the young lady customers whole day long and everytime they're gone he tells me their whole history. So cool man. He's an expert in flirting and the dumb ladies flirt back. So interesting to watch and had three idiots flirt me. Damn funny. Each time one them came up and talked to me in the flirty way, my aunt comes out and yells at them "Hey, do not try your flirt tricks on her, she's my niece." And those fellas went like "What?! She's your nice?! But she's standing here quietly, not saying anything." I felt like saying "Oh so I should go around saying "Heyyy, I'm the owner's niece so don't mess with me" ?!?! Then my aunt said "Ya she's quiet doesn't mean you can flirt with her and watch out if she starts talking and reacting, you guys wouldn't be in a condition to even walk." And I just stand there grinning. Hehe she got THAT right! Everytime they get it from my aunt, they'll stare at my evil cousin brother for even giving the idea. He'll be standing there laughing his ass off. Gosh, he's awesome and annoying and evil. He bugs me like mad and today he stole my phone! Well, he took his first and used it to message his girlfriend so he took mine for revenge. And he just gave it to me after so long. Asshole, I was crying for it. Ishhh!

Parents didn't come back home yesterday so aunt stayed with me and it's the same case today. They called and said they wouldn't be coming back home, gave me some stupid reason that I really didn't wish to know so I just cut them halfway. Hah! What we did after coming back home?! My aunt were teaching me and my cousin sisters how to be ladylike. Eeewwwww! She taught us how to walk, talk and move like a lady. All these cause we're gonna meet someone unknown idiotic guy don't know from where but he's from the elite family so I've gotta take care of my manners and stuffs. My cousins were so excited and I was sitting there like "WHAT?!?!?" You see I'm not interested to be so ladylike. Puuhhleaseee! Yucks! My cousins picked up the lessons quite fast and I was busy facebooking. Hehe! So then I was taught by all three of them and trust me it was horrible. They made me walk on those really high heels, I could barely stand, well I'm more of the slippers type. And they made me talk with slangs and weird accents and all, ergh weird. They taught me how to move swiftly and gently and I was like the total opposite. Conclusion: They had a tough time with me and I still haven't learn ANYTHING. Wheee! Screw being ladylike. I'm happy being ME!

A Blissful Day! (:

Mood: Lonely

Maybe it's just me being ridiculous, maybe it's just me being wishful or maybe it's just me making a fool outta myself but whatever it is, it isn't changing the fact that I miss someone whom clearly doesn't care.

Ok look I didn't copy that from anywhere, I just somehow typed it, don't know how. Pst, I just miss that person, that's all. Nothing more, nothing less. Just so used to that person that now not having any contact at all is kinda disturbing, so yeah. That person is making any effort, then why should I. Whatever lar, I don't even care.

Guitar class was fuckin perfect today! Why?! My first hour, I was entertained by a bunch of little kids, they always make me smile. Awh they're so adorable. Hah, you're talking to a kid lover here! Hehe!
And the 2nd hour, I spent time looking at him, hearing him play songs and it made me so relaxed. Who's him?! Ok erm I don't know his name, oh wait I don't know anything about him except the fact he plays guitar. He's the reason why I am so interested in guys who play the guitar. Trust me, it was him not ANYONE else. I didn't see him for months and I was just wondering where he would be and whopieee he came walking through the door. I swear I would have jumped in joy if no one was there. I was just so happy. The reason why I love having him in the same class as me?! He plays awesomely and it just relaxes me you know. So calm and passionate. Gosh, my idol! But he isn't really in my class, he goes on Sundays! So basically I hardly get to see him. And aww he's such a gentleman, holding the door for a girl. Best part of the day, he smiled and said bye and said see ya. Ok I know I sound INSANE but yeah. LMAO.

Nono, I DO NOT have a crush on him. You know like girls go crazy for some actor or singer or something like that?! Yeah, the same case but seriously no crush even not celebrity crush. C'mon lar, seriously no way.

So basically, guitar class made my day and broke my fingers. Since the sir said I'm ok with my songs and he haven't got me songs to learn and the one I want to learn so we used the book. But since there was this guy who was doing his prelude so I decided to do it again since I haven't really mastered it. Then I did the bass runs, they were simple but effin painful. Gah, I hate plucking.

Today would have been perfect a day if only I had talked to that person. But almost perfect is acceptable.