Just A Gloomy Day

Gah haircuts always result to bad hair days. Its like I'm bound to have long hair and whenever I cut it, it goes terribly wrong.

Ok I had a really bad day today. Just so annoyed by people. Everyone I communicated with played a part in ruining my mood. I'm just so irritated. Why people wanna know my marks for? Gonna go around pasting posters of it is it? Or the least they could do is sympathize on how dumb I am. Yes people I know that, do mind pointing out something less obvious please, thank you.
"Hey, how are you?" 
"Hi, hows your day been?"
"Need a friend to talk? I'm here for you, just spill it out!" 
"Having a bad day? -hugs-" 
Err, idk something like those to at least let me know I have someone to talk to or cares or knows I;m troubled or  watever. Simple sentences like these would have been really good today but too bad no one bothers to ask that to me cause I always seem fine, don't I?!

Ok maybe that's too much to ask. Then how about:
-knowing what I'm feeling before annoying me
-telling some jokes that would enlighten me
-talking about almost anything that wouldn't stress me out
-not giving me lame advises 
-not sympathizing on me or act to do so and not congratulating also.
-no emotional blackmail
-not leaving me halfway in a conversation
-not communicating with me

And owh instrument guy stop intoxicating my mind with your sweet catchy lines. You're really confusing me and  it's seriously troubling me. The last thing I wanna do is liking you. Ergh. Why am I even telling it here? Ohw yeah right as though I can go right up to him and say:
 "Hey, you're instrument guy and I'm really trying not to like you again. Please stop with your flirty pick up lines (although I'm not a girly girl who knows all these stuffs but with the sentences he use and the way he uses em, anyone could tell that's being flirty) cause I really don't need them. And do not make me have the impression of you liking me cause I know you don't. K thanks bye!"

And he'll be like:
"No I wasn't flirting. I was just being a caring friend.(yeah right! More to like being your friend just to get information.Err okay maybe, I think so, I dunno!) I'm instrument guy? So that's why you didn't wanna tell me anything bout him/me!"

*Okay maybe this is not exactly what he might say but oh well!

Holidays! :D

Kayh time to blurt out bout my holidays!

CAST: Arvind and family, My family including aunt and uncle and all, random people that I don't know and last but definitely not least ME! :D

TUESDAY: The Start

The start of my party mode. Went KL and Puchong again. Stayed over at aunt's house and visited Arvind and family. Prepared for the next day. Pretty much nothing happened. 

WEDNESDAY: Happy Deepavali!

Woke up real early and got dressed to go to temple, Arvind' s family came along. I looked like a total typical Indian girl except for my hairstyle but oh well I liked the looks, everyone did. My earrings were the highlight, thanks to Shri! XD

The awkward moment when people looked at me when we entered the temple. So weird. Helped set up the house for the party after we came home. Brother's friends came over for lunch. First was Jonathan and his 13 years old sis. I had to serve drinks and dang my brother made them both say thank you, that Jonathan guy blushed like mad so I escaped before he even had a chance to say anything. Ergh. Then Kevin anne and his brother came. They are 19 and 20 I guess! :P Kevin anne looks like a girl but his brother looks decent! What I learnt bout these people:
Jonathan:
*Drama King. 
Why? We were watching a movie and whenever there's a sad scene, he removes his glasses and acts like crying while lying on my brother's shoulder. Ergh. When there's a fighting scene, he does some kind of weird moves.
*Weird and Scary
He kept tilting forward and turn sideways and stared at me like 10 times and every time I had to sink lower onto the couch and hoping my brother would sit in a position that I could hide from him.
*Gay
Yup, he's gay enough for me. Don't wanna explain why. Ew.


His Sis, I forgot her name.
*Old looking
Can't believe she's just 13. I look way younger than her. I thought she was 16! o.O


Kevin:
*Girly looking
Seriously he does but he's a guy.
*Finds almost everything hilarious.
He laughed the whole time even at the not funny scenes and my aunt thought it was me! See? He even sounds girly!


The other guy, don't know his name but he's the only decent one among all. Good guy!
*Extremely quiet
I only heard him speaking twice. 
*Nice
I don't know why. He just is!


My brother asked me "Why didn't invite your friends?" -grins-
Me: -stares- Yaya I'll call them now and they'll catch a bus and come here.
Bro: -evil laugh-

Night was the real party. It was freaking awesome. Most of the people came claimed to know but I seriously have no memory of them. They all went "Woah big girl ady ah. The last I saw you when you were this small (does the hand measurement). You look so pretty."
*Heard it more than 10 times. Kinda annoying. And every time I just give them a retarded smile.

The Freaking Annoying Woman came that day. First time I saw her, she was scolding a little boy for accidentally stepping on her brand new sandals. Poor boy kept on saying sorry and said it was by accident but she went on lecturing him. Ergh, disliked her from that moment and my brother said she was evil. So I planned to annoy her. I wore my aunt's high heels, walked towards her with a few people and stepped on her leg, she was wearing that brand new sandal of hers and ulala hearing her scream in agony was just great. My aunt rushed to her and FAW said I stepped on her legs. My aunt called me and asked me. So I said "Owh I'm sorry, does it hurt?" with my sarcastic tone. Gah I love doing that. She stared at me but I just walked away grinning. So, that's why her first impression on me was bad. But oh well I don't care!

Spent the whole night crapping with my brother and Arvind. Pillow fight was the best!

THURSDAY: Just Another Day
More shopping! :D Had a transformation and I gotta deal with it tomorrow. Gah! Mom freaked out when she saw my transformation.LOL! Went all the way to Ulu Yam to visit I don't know who they are to me but I know them. The youngsters sat in one car. So it was me, my brother, Arvind and my cousin brother but FAW bummed in cause she considers herself to be young. Freak! She let out stink bombs every half an hour. OMG, what on earth does she eat?! Ew! And she kept blabbering like mad so I, Arvind and my brother got our earphones and plugged it in the same time. Ah how relaxing. Pity my cousin brother, he had to tolerate FAW! XD There was always one type of car that we kept passing by and it reminded me of someone. Damn can't believe I actually missed him. :(

FRIDAY: Home Sweet Home
Nothing much of pleasant events took place. Only bye-byes and hugs and kisses! (:

Mood: Happy ; Tired ; Clueless

Shopping!! That's what I did for 7 hours of my life. My dad woke me up at 9:45 a.m. just to go out. OMG IT WAS FREAKING EARLY! >_<

Shopping with my dad is actually fun. I get to buy whatever I want but with my mom, God, she literally kills me. She dragged me to almost every shop we saw and it was all the stuffs that I'm not interested in. It was terrible but luckily my dad came to the rescue. 

Went to a restaurant to have breakfast and to my horror I saw Roshen and gang. I was hoping they don't recognize me with my new getup but dang Roshen did! Argh! 

Kuga's party was awesome. Had a great time. They called me baby stalker when I went around asking every kid there for a high-5! Even a 7 month old baby! :P Not my fault, they were all so adorable and I love kids! 

Whatever I said made Kuga and Lai laugh so hard. Am I that hilarious? o.O 

The multimillionaire guy whom Kuga was talking about to me came. His 14 year old son that I was "fantasizing" about was there too! He looks nerdy but oh well he's filthy rich so who cares! I'm so money-minded! XD

*fantasizing in a sense of wondering! :P

*no I'm not money-minded, erm well maybe a little in this case! X)

Whee! :D

Mood: Innocent ; Happy

Yay that woman is outta my sight and I didn't get busted! Uncle and auntie saved me. They told my parents she was sick and wanted to go home. My dad was definitely happy cause he didn't like her too! My mom was the one sympathized and even praised that freak. See, how nice my mom is and how that cruel woman described my mom.

Dinner was fantastic. Chinese again and I got my favourite Yam Basket! Gah I love it! The shopkeepers and workers said "Papa sayang" when my dad actually fed me.

 My mom was like "Yaya Papa Sayang but she argues with her dad the most." Its so obvious my mom was jealous. Me: Jealous ah?!

Mood: tired ; kinda pissed ; trying to relax

We just got back home like a few minutes ago and straight away we had a "drama". I came back with my uncle and aunt and one freaking annoying woman. Parents had to go somewhere first so my mom was supposed to keep the key at a hidden place since we didn't get to stop at the road. We entered the house and I have no idea how that woman knows where the hidden place is and she quickly went there and found no key. What happened then?


Freaking Woman: The keys are not here!! Errr that stupid woman ah, never does her work right! Now we gotta wait out here God knows for how long. Real stupid lar she. Doesn't she have any sense at all?! Bloody hell! Useless woman! 

*she said all these straight to my face and its about my mom some more but luckily she wasn't there.


I was so angry but I didn't say a word and pretended like I didn't hear a thing, she called me rude for that. I went out, threw the plastic I was holding, came in, put down my back, adjusted my hair and went back to the hidden place but slightly further and there they were, the keys. I picked them up and showed them right to her face. I wasn't afraid of her and never would be.

Me: The keys are here. Who's stupid now?! By your judgement my mom's stupid and senseless but at least she isn't blind or vain like you. 

*My uncle and aunt were like "Oh God, she's angry, that woman's gone now!" The gave me the please-don't-say-anything-leave-her-don't-care-bout-her look. Owh please I'm not shutting up now.

FW: What did you say? That is very rude young girl

Me: Wait I haven't finished. Do no interrupt now cause when you spoke I kept my mouth shut now I talk you listen. No, I'm not being rude, I'm just stating the obvious. Truth hurts doesn't it? What you did just now was considered rude and it was insulting. Just because you're elder doesn't mean you can insult my mom or anyone else without any sensible reason.You're not acting sensible then how can you say my mom is senseless? It wasn't my mother's fault that you didn't make an effort to search for the keys.You should have at least asked me. I don't know you or where you came from and I don't wish to know but I know my mother better than you. She raised me and I know every detail bout her, how responsible and dedicated woman she is and you insulted her just like that?! I watched you since the very day I saw you and I learnt you're the type that thinks you could whatever you want, you can order people to do as you say and yeah I see everyone obey you but not because they respect you but just because they're trying to be nice. Who could ever respect a woman like you. You pray to God everyday, you go to temple, you wear all that amulets,rings but I find it all fake. You don't apply what you learn in your religion. You do not respect people but you want to be respected. You're supposed to earn it not act like a big bully to get it. You should learn how to treat people well and you so gotta keep your sharp tongue shush sometimes. You don't understand the value of relationships maybe that's because your children don't live with you, do they? How'd you feel if I insulted your innocent children straight to your face? Wouldn't you get angry and would wanna defend them? Well that's how I'm feeling and that's what I'm doing. It hurts real bad you know to hear someone insult your loved ones. Next time before you insult anyone, think twice before doing it. Some people might just take it but some wouldn't. So if you wanna save your sorry ass from getting insulted by people like me, who's so against stuck up people like you, better watch your mouth. I don't care how old you are, you do wrong, brace yourself for humiliation from me. Owh and you owe my mom an apology. I'm sorry if anything I said hurt you but I couldn't stand you insulting my mother. Don't you ever repeat that again.

*she didn't even say a word which wasn't surprising. it was time someone broke her ego and stand against her and I'm glad I'm the one. 
*yeah I cried a little cause it was too much to bare. I was really pissed. My uncle and aunt came over me and wheee I got a hug. They don't dare to scold me.They told me I wasn't supposed to do that and all I could say was that she deserved it.
*this was for everything she has done other than insulting my mom. 


Can't believe I said all that without being scared? Well I did. I just can't stand people like her and yes I do get angry and when I do its real bad. I can't hit people but I can do double better, break their ego just with my words. I speak what I think.

*Her first impression on me was bad and I never liked her from the start. Why? Heeee, I'll write about it on my next post about how freaking awesome my holidays were!

Away I Go

I'm about to leave to KL in an hour or so. Excited? Yeah very but I'm kinda sad too. Why? I don't know, I feel like I'm gonna be missing out on something. I'm gonna miss my room that's for sure but this is something else. Argh I can't be going to Karthik and Vinnodth's Deepavali party! :(

Anyways I can't wait to meet my brother and Arvind again! Wheeee! 4 days with those freaks is surely gonna be awesome! 

My Canada aunt is here. Yes she's from Canada and she's freaking awesome. She brought  me lots of gifts. Wheeeee! I love getting gifts from her owh ya I forgot to mention, I officially love gifts and caffeine now. She gives me bear hugs all the time. Gosh, I love that woman.

We've been crapping like mad and suddenly:

Aunt: So how's it going between you and your boyfriend?

Me: I don't have one lar. I'm single!

Aunt: Don't lie. What about that guy you were with before this, I saw it n fb too,what's his name again? (see this is the disadvantage of having relatives with facebook. They find out everything!)

Me: You mean shri? No more dy lar.

Aunt: Yaya that guy! Owh so sorry. (Hah! You owed me that sorry aunty!)

Me: (:

Aunt: So what happened? What's the reason? Want me to get some people and hit him? (she said all of these in one go, man she's fast! She should be a detective! And her questions are real ridiculous to me. I know that last part was a joke but seriously wth?! o.O

Me: ==' Haiz you ah! Nothing happened. No reason. NO THANKS! 

Aunt: You really liked him, didn't you?

Me: So what?! -.-

Aunt: Owh so that means you found a new one. Tell me all about him! (she jumps to conclusions way too fast)

Me: Ergh no one lar! (I'm being as honest as ever)

Aunt: Ya rite! Fine don't tell me.

Me: K fine. -grins-

Instrument was stated as my boyfriend! WTH!! No way! Ergh! 

Who is he? A normal guy who is a nobody to me. 

I felt bad for not telling shri. I trust him but no way I can tell him or anyone else. Its wrong liking him. Wrong not in the sense that he has bad qualities or so. He could be liked by anyone else other than me. That's how it works. I don't wanna explain cause if I do then everyone would know. 

We all have secrets, don't we?

Pure Bad Luck!

I'm saying hello to freedom

Exams are over. Finally! Wheeeeee! :D I loved the way we screamed and irritated the form 5's! XD

 I was walking and thinking to myself " Its 6:50. He comes to school this time nowadays. Argh who cares, I manage to slip away from his sight is good enough." And poof there he was walking past me. Luckily I bothered to look in front and walk or else I would have hit him. Gave me a shock actually. So weird! o.O

It was a messed up day for me. I vaade-ed myself so many times. Ergh how embarrassing.

1) I accidentally hit one of the form 3 guys. I HAD to pass by them cause I saw some bunch of idiots at the other way. There was a clear route but eee that fellar had to stand on that way lar! Haiz.

2) I accidentally shout out the wrong answer with full  confidence. My friends stared at me as though am a retard!

3) My classmates played a prank on me. Those chinese guys surrounded me, asked me to study my KH and Poof out of nowhere an insect appeared. Eeewww! I screamed and my reaction was so "unique" it made the whole class laugh out loud. Damn!

4) I accidentally thought a customer of a shop as the waiter. That was horrible. He walked up towards me so I thought he was gonna help me pack or something (he came to take karipap for himself!) so I told him what I wanted to pack and be fore I could finish my sentence he went "Eh???" OMG you know that was so humiliating. I kept on sorry-ing. Eee my face turned so red and my mom couldn't resist laughing.

And I've got someone who's telling out my secrets. I wonder who's that! ><

Great! Eunice found out bout instrument guy and she asked me bout it! o.O How am I to tell her that he turned out to be such a boring fella who is interested in motivational talks. Ergh how sad. Whyyyy? :(

I had to pretend that I liked his convo. EW!

Or maybe he's purposely doing that. Ya that should be it cause when I see him with anyone else other than me, he seems perfectly fine. Argh whatever!

I do! I don't! I do! I don't! Bluekk!

Dirty Little Secret! (:

Science papers were ok lar. I made silly mistakes as usual. I liked paper 2 cause that's the paper I was enjoying and my friends were suffering. Muahahaha. And yes the paper was easy but I still went careless there. Geography? It was not even geo! It was a combination of Maths and Sej, the two subjects that I totally have problems with. Mr. Dharmawatever who made the paper, why sir,whyy?? Even the smartest girl in class for Geo didn't know how to answer, imagine me, the weak one! :(

I still can't forget how I disgusted Siva Sudhan.

Sudhan's expectation when he came up to me to disgust me:
1) I'll gross out.
2) I give him my sour face and he'd laugh his ass off.
3) I might puke.

What actually happened:
1) He was the one grossed out.
2) He showed me his sour face and I laughed like a lunatic.
3) He spitted out his drink.

I know I've got skills. How?

Siva: I saw you hugging that guy, what's his name again?

Me: Which guy? Got a lot of them. -grins- I know who he was talking about.

Siva: That guy lar in the class. 

Me: Owh that guy. No I didn't hug him at school.

Siva: No no, I saw you you guys hugging at the cinema.

Me: Owh so you saw us? Ya we went to the cinema and we went to each other's house also.

Siva: Huh? Where was your mother that time.

Me: At home lar. Owh and there was once no one was at home except us.

Siva: OMG!

Me: Why lar? Wrong is it?

Siva: Ya lar. It's wrong to have babies AT this age.

Me: -wth- Who said we were planning to have babies? We were just doing it for fun. Plus he was using  _____. So it's safe.

Siva:  Omg! Talking bout ____ all.

Me: Well yeah. Wanna hear some more?

Siva: Yes. -sips 100+ -

Me: Ok there's many types of _____. 

Siva: -spits out his 100+- Aiyo enough. Stop it. Corrupted.

Me: -giggles- Why? You asked for it rite? -before I could disgust him anymore, mom came to fetch me.

Haha on his face! Wanna ACT like a pervert to another pervert! Owh yea the another pervert is ME!

Then online chat:

Siva: $%#*

Me: -seriously fuck? That's your plan to disgust me? Lame cause that word has no effect on me, it's just like Hello- Who you wanna $%#& now?

Siva: You

Me: First go learn to $%#*.

Siva: You teach me lar

Me: Can but a trained guy could teach you better. Then only can have an amazing $%#* session.

Siva: Eeeeeeeeeeeeee

Me: Hahaha, don't try to disgust me. I'm too corrupted.

Siva: Ahyo

Me: Better watch out

Siva: Do you watch porn?

Me: -wtf bro! I knw I'm corrupted but porn ew never in my life! Yucks!- eewww! I don't! I knw u do!

Siva: Don't lie

Me: omg! I promise upon my mom lar! -desperate cause I seriously don't watch porn!! Bluekk!-

Siva: You go and see megaporn

Me: WTH! You watch rite?

Siva: Ya

Me: Ewwww!

Disclaimer: It wasn't censored when we used em'! XD

Ok fine he managed to disgust me with that porn thing but still it's score 2 for Ashi and 1 for Siva. 

Ah my ugly truth. Yes I'm one corrupted girl but hey I call it self-defense. Have you ever seen pervert guys disturbing your innocent girlfriends? As in they something extremely stupid and disgusting and you have your girl besties just stare at them blankly not knowing what they actually meant and question them about what that is? Well, I have and it's not a pleasure cause your besties look like some kind of illiterate dumbos. I feel so sorry for them. All the time, I'm the one who becomes the victim of explanation. I have to explain to them in a very nice way so that they don't puke or anything. 

Imagine having a guy who have dirty talks with you everyday. Argh annoying. Can't believe I'm a pervert? Try me! Erhem ,try me as in give me your best shot in trying to disgust me. LOL!

:o

Unexpected Events? Idk?!

Watch out, the hyper me is back!

English papers were fantastic! Well paper 1 was kinda tough, silly mistakes at few parts but paper 2 was the best. I crapped like mad and it's the good type of crap. Section A: Process and Procedure, teach your sister how to make french toast. I had difficulties in starting then the rest of it I just threw in and I was happy with the results. 324 words,wheeeee! Section B: Summary, ergh it was about uses of pineapples, seriously, outta all the topics, pineapples? 56 words, phew! Section C: Novel, omfg the characters I like came out and all of us were stressing on themes and moral values. It was so unexpected but oh yeah I liked it cause I didn't know how to do the themes! 141 words! It totally made my day although I wished the BM paper was at least as easy as this. 

LOL! XD

I was singing the whole time and teacher actually came and stood next, wondering who's that fellar who's singing but oh well I was just too happy to stop singing so I continued, she stared at me, I gave her my goofy smile and quickly looked away. Luckily she didn't say anything.

I was so bored during Paper 1 cause I finished in just 20 minutes without shading in the OMR paper. I was busy drawing and colouring my table, I got my hands dirty! :( I used that as an excuse to get outta class and walk all the way to the toilet to wash my hands. There was no one there. Usually when I go there to hangout, there'll be so many girls checking their hairs and watsoever but this time I had the place all to myself but I was actually expecting to see someone but argh too bad. 

Breaking news: Instrument guy actually made an effort to talk to  me. Like seriously wow! So unexpected. Although he was being kinda boring and lame it was still an educational talk and best of all, he's the one who started the convo. Wheeee.

Pretty much this expression! -.-

Ok I know I'm not supposed to be happy to know that he spoke to me but hey it's good to know he actually let down his ego and made some effort to talk to me first instead of me doing it all the time. I'm so tired of it now. 

Death the Kid! He's great! The only thing disturbing is his eyes! o.O

I imagine George from the book It Sucks To Be Me as Instrument Guy. They've got certain stuffs in common and I love George. He's so awesome! 

This book is hilarious! XD

Reasons...

Been so emo lately and it all started because I screwed my bm papers. The questions came out of the workbook we have at school. I remember doing all of them but I just didn't remember my answers. I didn't even revise that book cause I forgot I even had it. How great! One of my friend said "Haiz, I didn't do any work from that book lar at least you did." And in my head I was all like "Bitch, I did them all and I couldn't remember. Imagine how I feel!"

And I have no idea what's with me and guys with instruments. I'm just so drawn to them not in a sense of crushing on them or something like that. I just find the them interesting. 

And bout the crushing thing, well there's an exception to it cause I'm unintentionally drawn to this one guy that I'm not supposed to fall for. Why? Cause I know he'd hurt me for sure, I'm 99% positive bout that plus I don't wanna tell him. Not at all unless he changes his mind which is so impossible. 

I'm not supposed to like him, it's extremely stupid and ridiculous. But thank goodness, he's making me dislike him by being super ignorant and rude?! Seriously dude, I've got feelings, you can't just play with it em kay! 

"What goes around comes around"

That's what people say.

So all the pain you caused me,

will come back to you someday.

My mind is just so packed rite now! Maybe I should follow Shin Hau' advice, talk to someone bout how I'm feeling but how? I've never done it before. I prefer keeping it all to myself. Talking bout Shin Hau, it felt so weird when he continuously asked me a question. Like forcing me to tell. I wanted to but it felt wrong. Now that I wanna talk to him, he's nowhere around. Haiz. ):

MY LIFE SUCKS AT THE MOMENT!

=(

Thoughts Are The Worst Enemies You Could Possibly Have

If you ask me how I'm doing, I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say you're not on my mind. 

I'm drowning in my own thoughts of something that I should not think of now. No matter how hard I try to keep myself busy, my mind somehow wanders back to that certain thought. Why? I don't know. It has having some kind of control over me and I am so drawn to it. I like it but at the same time I hate it. I mean it's so stupid, you're doing all fine (really, not fake!) then out of nowhere you suddenly get depressed and start imagining and liking the impossible. 

Seriously, can't believe I'm actually falling for all that crap AGAIN. Gotta remove this lousy thoughts outta my head. It's only been 2 days but I feel dead already so just imagine how it's actually consuming me from the inside. Parasitism! LOL!

Aren't memories supposed to fade away?

Epic Day

Title says it all doesn't it?
It was the weirdest day at school or was I the weird one as usual? Yeah must have been me + awkwardness.

I kept on swearing like mad and it all started when I saw Shri walking by. He seemed like a lost soul wandering around the same place aimlessly. I know it's very bad to comment on others but err I'm just stating my observation. Assembly was the worst, I was like all nutty and even a sailor would have lost swearing with me at that time. My friends gave me the are-you-ok-stop-swearing- stare. Ergh that was terrible. Why I sweared? Cause I wanted him to have duty so I can place the gift but he kept lurking around his friends and it seemed like he was gonna sit down there with the rest of em'. Damn! But luckily he didn't.

After assembly, vrooommmm quickly escaped to go get the gift to place it at his place before he was around. By the time I reached 2 Ixo, dayyum my friends spotted it and they almost check it out when I quickly saved the day, I mean save myself.

ME: ERHEMM! (:

KUGA & KIRRO: OWH ASHI! HEY! WE SAW. WHAT IS IT? YOUR GONNA GIVE HIM?

ME: *I THOUGHT TO MYSELF HOW ON EARTH COULD THEY POSSIBLY FOUND OUT WHEN THE CARD WITH HIS NAME ON IT WAS ACTUALLY HIDDEN IN MY BOOK AND THE BAGGY THINGY HAS NO DESCRIPTION OR WATSOEVER.* " -super tensed no idea why- ERR YEA! :)

K & K : WHAT IS IT? CAN WE KNOW OR MUST HE KNOW FIRST? -grins-

ME: -wth!? = =' ERRR?! KK GTG

K & K: GOING TO KEEP ON HIS TABLE AH? ALL THE BEST! ;)

Walked to his class, had a few chinese guys blocking the way and I rudely said "Excuse me!!" Yes that's polite but I said it in harsh tone cause I desperately gotta get it done before he spotted me. They moved away, I placed it on his table and there was this chinese girl who stood next to me watching what I was doing. She shot a glance at me as though I was trespassing or something but hey I was just trying to make it look neat. Then she stared at the thing on the table and I felt like telling her "Neah everything's fine. That's not a bomb." -.- 

Then there was this time when I had to take a long turn just not to pass by his class and BAM he came out of his class and talked to one anonymous guy and I had to do emergency turning. Hetcho bad timing lar. Worst part, I think he was actually looking at the direction I was headed to, how I know? I turned a few times just make sure he wasn't looking but I he was and he was smiling or was it a grin? Must have been to that guy. Wait I think so or he was looking at Darsh and Jass. Managed to convince myself he didn't notice me as sual. Duh! But this time it was for the best, I guess. 

Tried to escape from him this whole day owh and the thoughts of what was his reactions. It was drivin me mad. Just when I was trying to forget bout it and settled down reading a nice book, Kishen bummed along and he started talking to me bout him reaching puberty. And I was like WTF MAN?!?! I put on my pokerface and said "Congrats" Ok I know that's a really uber stupid reply but hey what am I supposed to say then? Oh wow?! Yucks! Then he was blabbering what he dreamt of and I was trying my best to be as lame as possible so he stays away from me. It worked.........after 10 dreadful minutes hearing to his crap. I felt as though I was just molested. Ohmigod!

Then few minutes later he came back and sat next to me and started talking bout Shri and me. He does it everyday. Ergh. I paid no interest so he moved on to to the  guys sitting behind me. Holy molly! They were being such pervert asses. Well yes for a girl, I'm way too corrupted and I'm as pervert as the guys but hey not my fault. They taught me all that. XD But instead I'm trying to be a good lad. The innocent one. Hehe. They were disgusting. Bluekk!

I can't believe it, that person actually let down his ego and talked to me. I mean wow, awesome, I didn't had to do anything and it was so unexpected. Geography did a huge favour for me today. Phew!

There were few times I felt like dancing today. I was singing the whole time and there was one part I actually danced to its' tunes and a teacher passing by say and stared at me. She smiled at me and I just gave her my weird retard smile and escaped. Heee! I went mad! There was alsom times I felt like smacking the living daylight outta everyone near me. Puvee's love story bored me to death man! -.-

You know what?! I'm 99% sure he threw away all of em'! 1% sure he hasn't. Well since he haven't said anything,so why should I care? Ah crap, I am bothered! I wanna know!! Haiz.!

All In One Go

OMG! Should never ever forget your password. Had a hard time getting in here! Gosh! >_<
But oh well, kinda missed this place again but tumblr made up to it!

I love tumblr. Just a bunch of pictures and typos to reblog but means a lot to me. I'm able to express my feelings in a different way! (:

Tomorrow school after 6 days of hols, crap!

So I gotta see him tomorrow. He said he's gonna help me out but is he really gonna put down his ego and talk to me or would be me who's gonna start the convo 1st? He's the one who's having mood swings. Well it's my fault too. We did a terrible mistake, we went too over but hey didn't we solve it? I have no idea what's his problem or mine. I'm egoistic? Yeah right! He's the one who chose to give me that stupid silence treatment but it's so obvious he wants to talk me like hello?!

There was this awkward moment when we actually spoke through our eyes, well it was in a very weird manner! XD And my friend was like, "you're not talking to him?" I said no, he doesn't want to so I don't care. P.S but I actually like talking to him, omg! Then she said, ya rite but you guys are communicating like a couple who just broke up. Me: Where got?! Well the eye contact dei. Me: Nonsense! -.- I was never in a relationship with him and never will. And no I don't have a crush on him. He's sick! ><

Argh gotta give Shri his ugly birthday presentS tomorrow. How am I gonna do it? I'm afraid him, no idea why. The note is seriously gonna annoy well who cares, I'll be super far away by the time he reads. LOL. God save me. It was not my fault my cousin bro did a mistake in getting that gift. That pig is such a troublemaker. Ah, I'm so screwed anyways. I'm so sorry. ):