Replaying Memories Like A Boss

Mood: Bad. very bad. Oh wait, it just turned good. 

Reading through the 11707 messages on facebook with him is scaaarrryyyy. I don't even know why I am reading them in the first place. ._.

11707 and if add with the Yahoo messages, wow. I actually remember some of them. Coconut!!! XD
But too bad, I forgot the password and the answers to the security question. LOL. I'm dumb la. Security question is meant only for me to remember but I have no idea how can I forget. Sad much. X)

Okay, the messages are actually kinda funny. How we crapped and made insensible deals. How he apologised for stuffs he did. Hilarious.
I still have another 8000+ to go through. Oh God whyyy.

Look at the difference in replies now and then. It's funny. Really funny. XD

• andpld dont think of me as an ex
• just think of me as a bro and friend
  
  
  
  

I remember how I freaked out to this message. Hahahahaha.
That was on 10 November 2011. XD

Old messages with Shin Hau is fun too. 16234 convos and it's all nonsense and emo. Woah. :D

And omfg I found those papers that I kept from last year. The Geometrical construction that we did, that birthday wish that I tested on a paper before writing on the paper that I gave him, Eunice's doodles, my group's failed Geo folio, Sejarah presentation. I'm smiling like mad here, thinking how dumb I have been.

And oh the old blog posts from like a year ago or so. My God. I feel like turning back in time and use all that time to do something more worth it. Oh God, I read back everything and think to myself, "ASHI, HOW COULD YOU HAVE BEEN SOOOOOOO STUPID?!?!?". I'm a different person now. Never going back to that old freak I was. NEVER. ._.

Yeah it's around 2 in the morning and I'm excited over memories. Gah, I'm a fucking retard. XD
You jelly? :PP