Love Is Harsh!

Mood: Sad

that maybe someday everything would be back to how it was before. To the time when I had you and nothing else mattered to you more than I did. Maybe someday......... Till then I'll let you hurt me cause that is what you have been doing all these while...

I cried a lot because of you
You always hurt me,
Its kinda like our own inside joke,
except it's not funny.

Feelings are things that you have no control of so you can't control who you fall for. When you fall for someone, you feel every single emotion. You feel total happiness the moment you see them or even think about them or when you realize they do care about you, sadness when they're not around, excitement in knowing even the smallest details about them, disappointment when they continuously fail to keep their promises, love when you know you mean something to them and they make you feel special, jealousy when you see someone talk or flirt with them, heartbreak when you realize it's all over, anger when they give you stupid reasons as the cause of the separation, hate when they treat you like you don't matter and act like nothing ever happened and pain when random flashback brings back painful memories and breaks your heart all over again and when they don't realize how much they have and are hurting you.

The worst part is here you are wishing for miracles to happen and even just the sound of their name makes your heart beat faster.