Fuck This Shit!

No use talking to me eh? Well great, thanks for letting me know. It was a pleasure.

He thinks I'm afraid to tell instrument guy that I like him? Agh fuck your thinking man! I'm not afraid and it's so damn easy, the only reason I'm not telling him is for his goddamn sake. It doesn't make any deal for me to tell him cause I know he hates me and I really don't like him and about what he's gonna say about it? I don't give a damn. He doesn't believe in all this stuffs and so do I. It's all bullshit just like his mind. The only reason I fell for him was cause he played the damn guitar on that very day. If only he hadn't, he would still be in my dislike list, he still is. He thinks I should tell right? Fine, I will and I'd do it here cause he reads my blog. So, instrument guy aka Shri Kumaran, I like you although you're pretty messed and I shouldn't be liking you cause you're my ex and my good friend although I'm not even a friend to you, but can't help it, you played the guitar. Btw I'm not a wimp, I can actually say this on your face but just to avoid getting attention, I wouldn't. Owh and I did follow your great advice and please I don't need your answer, your statement earlier was enough. Thank you so much for the help. Have a nice day.

P./S You don't have to worry bout it, my existence wouldn't be noticed, so don't have to think I'll try hard to convince you or anything. I'm sick of it already. Just pretend nothing happened and continue hating me. (: