Difference? NO!

She said you're different now. You said you're different now. Then why don't I see the difference? Something wrong with me or is it just you? Based on my observation:

Monday

You smiled and waved. That was scary cause you NEVER smile at me and you seriously looked like a joker. I thought I was dreaming. You seemed happy the whole time. That so-very-rare smile was obvious like throughout the day. I thought you were crazy when I saw you walking around the school area like a lunatic. Seriously! I spent the whole day wondering, did you really change?

Tuesday

We had T-shape meeting. I walked pass like an idiot, you hmm I don't know, didn't get to see you clearly. Too bad. During recess, you were doing your duty. You seemed OK when I turned to look at you. It was nice to just look at you but damn you gotta stop looking around a lot. Disturbing only!

When I turned back to look at you again, I was shocked to see you acting really rough with that guy. I mean, I just looked away for a second, you were smiling and I turned back to look you were like super angry. Your angry look sent a chill through my spine. So scary. When Praveen told me bout what happened, for the first time, my hands shook in terror. I couldn't even hold my bottle. Terrifying. 

I passed by you so many times. I wanted to ask whether you were ok but I was afraid you wouldn't like me asking you. So, I just had to shush, act like I don't care. 

Wednesday

Nothing happened. Didn't see you smile much. 

Thursday

Hari Usahawan. Saw you so many times, wanted to say 'hi' but you didn't even notice me. Like always. 

Today

No hi, no smile. Nothing. You looked angry. Just like before.

Conclusion

 I don't find any difference.