This Vain Love.

Mood: Shy

Tuition was fun today. We got a young replacement teacher for BM.
We kept staring at him. He was shooo tall. I liked his specs.

We were technically kinda uhm gossiping about him. Min Yi and the gang wasn't bothered bout him but then later he kept telling them to shush, they had to notice his existent.

He didn't notice me and Kuga much at first. I asked him what was power source in BM then after that only he noticed us. We helped him with the attendance. He laughed when we said we didn't know most of them there or when he mispronounced a person's name. Weird sir.

We actually had lots of fun watching him vs Min Yi and Jenny. :D
Min Yi was like what la you two sitting there so quiet.
Well, ok, usually we crap a lot and disturb the whole class, but today we were more interested in staring at the sir trying to figure out what race he was, his age, his school.
He is 24 years old and is a teacher at SMK Bangsawan smth at KL.
That was surprising. He even has experience marking PMR papers. So young yet so experienced. What is he? Some kind of genius?

Min Yi asked me if I was together with Shin Hau. LOL. Of course not.
She saw us together at Jusco yesterday, eating ice-cream like a boss.

Basically, most of them think I'm together with him. Seriously people, seriously?!?!?! -.-

Going to the playground tomorrow with Kuga. :)

Everyone's taking a chance to fix what has been broken and here I am trying to throw those feelings away.
No I'm not afraid to inbox him and ask him for the reason, tell him how I exactly feel.
I just find it ... pointless.

Sorry Kamz, I just can't do it.

And I'm so tired of people telling me I deserve better, he's not worth it, he was a wrong choice, etc.
People, I know. Don't have to keep repeating it. Yes, I'm stubborn and won't actually listen to you so just give up telling me. I'm the type who would love to prove the crowd wrong so the more you tell those type of things, the more I would oppose you. Yeah, I'm weird but I don't care.
As they say, never regret what you used to like cause once upon a time, it was everything you needed. Or smth like that. :)

He WAS nice, even with the bullcraps he used to make up and I just played along. He sucks at lying. Trust me, I know very well. I was stupid to him but isn't it sad, it was him fooling himself? Nvm, leave it. Old story.


I'm happy. Really happy. :)
But I have no idea why I inbox him asking he went for holidays or what. Maybe cause I see him missing in action on fb. lol. I'm just so jobless.

Tiness. XD

Wheee.