The Feelings We Feel

Oh Dream catcher, need one you to help me now.

Mood: Unsure

How sad and strange we are.

I can't remember the last time I laughed this much. It's been a while. A sudden burst of sadness fills me.
I don't know what is it, what for or why but it's there, tormenting me. I even hardly smile these days. It's like so painful to do so. Something's stopping me but it sucks not knowing what it is. It's hard to sleep at nights, I just lie awake and keep telling my mind to go to sleep.

What's wrong with me?

I got hiccups like 5 times today. Mom and Vishu said it's cause someone is thinking of me. Seriously?! 5 times? In ONE day? Why me? Why? >_<

Am I supposed to be happy that I got to laugh this much after so long or sad that the price of this laughter was the anger of my good friend?

Stupid question, I know. But haiz I don't know la.
I just miss laughing so much. :(

Haiz. Ok. Whats the problem? Well, me and Vishu got kinda perverted earlier on so we were basically saying 'stuffs' to Kuga. And when I mean 'stuffs', I mean real horrible ones. =/

Couldn't help it. Everything's funnier when you have a dirty mind, rite? D:

You see, she didn't understand a thing so we continued crapping. I swear it was so funny. Nonsense much. XD
Didn't expect her to be that angry. I mean c'mon.
We did apologize though, she didn't say a word. .___.

Shin Hau texted me, no mood to reply. I feel bad but I'll just tell him tomorrow. Wanna go sleep anyways. Bet he's worried. :(