Saturday, 18 February 2012

Rough Week


Mood: Not that good!

HE IS AN ASSHOLE! >:(

Whee, he called me and just finished talking! Nono, this guys ain't the asshole, this guy is sweet!

It has been a really tiring week! D:
Got my Tetanus injection on Thursday and gah it hurts like mad now!
Before the injection, I was so calm and pretty much excited but after the injection, oh man I was suffering!
Had my drama audition. Kuga was my partner. Made our own script. Kuga was the wife who cheated on her husband and of course the husband was me. We still had to read out from the script they prepared for us and we chose Quasimodo from the Hunchback of Notre Dame. I could have played that role better, with more emotion! Damn! Disappointed much with my performance. The part when it was Kuga's and my turn, it was so embarrassing to hear "Look, it's Ashini's turn! Let's see! Ashini's turn la wei!" And I was like Oh God! D:

Yesterday was a moody day. Cried in class. Thanks Layknaath! =='
Got 17 hours of sleep! Wootz! :D

Today?! Ok lo!
Hmm feeling a little bit jealous, a little bit sad, a little bit angry and a little bit confused.
Why?!

Well, who wouldn't if you see your best friend understands your other friend better than she understand you and when he goes in emo mood, it's fine but when I do, it's totally wrong. It's right for him to be sad but it's wrong for me to be, she bothers to care bout his sadness more than mine. Oh ya, I forgot, he tells her everything unlike me. Another interesting thing, she didn't mention a word to me that she had hurtful stuffs. It's ok! No biggie! It's just like before, I was never there for her. She tells me everyday how much fun she had with everyone, blah blah, blah but never once she bothered to ask how my day was. Never once she thought how it is like to be me listening to her stories. But nonono I wouldn't complain on that, as long as she's having fun, I'm good with it! Should I talk to her about it or should I not?! Guess not! Just keep it all somewhere deep inside me or just write it over here since no one bothers. Awwww yeahhhh! :)

What happened to us?

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