Mood: Calm so dont worry, I wont bite! :)
February, please be good to me!
Couldn't blog yesterday cause was damn pissed and the worst part, I cried for no reason at all. NO REASON!! From 10:25 pm till 11:05 I guess! Only 45 minutes of non-stop crying but the result this morning was horrible. Got up and looked in the mirror as usual, daily routine, my day should always start with ME and boom I got terrified looking in the mirror I swear! I looked damn horrible. Ugly! Ergh! I have double eyelid and it was so scary to see it was I dont know how to explain it was. Erm, had an extra ugly line on it?! Swollen like mad! I could barely open my eyes. So painful! :(
One bad thing of always having a smiling face and being cheerful is that when you're sad, it'll be very obvious.
Not all smiling people are happy and not all quiet ones are sad!
But when I am quiet, its definitely of a negative reason. The only thing I wear to make myself attractive is my smile, not make up or any other crap and actually I dont smile to be attractive, I smile cause I am grateful, I smile cause I like to, I smile cause I am happy but it doesnt mean I dont feel pain. :)
10 Reasons To Smile:
01. It makes you attractive
02. It changes your mood
03. It is contagious
04. It relieves stress
05. It boosts immune system
06. It lowrs your blood pressure
07. It releases endorphins
08. It lifts the face and makes you looks younger
09. It makes you seem successful and....
10. It helps you stay positive.
-Tumblr
My only reply: Didnt get enough sleep! :)
Yeah yeah I lied! Sorry! But I had to! I rather lie than tell people my feelings and all. I am not sure whether my lie was that convincing or people are just that dumb?! ._. Well glad they're dumb and guess my acting worked also. Hm pro ah me! I deserve a pat! Lalalala!
Spent almost the whole school hours at the Communication Skills Seminar! It was so fun and gosh Glenn is shooooooooo cuteeeeee! Cant believe I am actually saying that! He's annoying but fun! Cute! Why!? We were divided into groups and I was in Group 1 with Aly, Komathy, Indhu, Azim, Glenn, Heeran, Tasha and the others I forgot. And the word given was WATER so we had to talk about it and we asked Glenn to speak on behalf of our group. Oh My God, that boy is hilarious! Made everyone laugh like mad. He was shooooo cuteeeee! Grrrrrr! I and Komathy was like "So cute la he! Damn cute! Eeeeee!" Really lar! Mega joker! And ergh btw just cause I am saying that he is cute doesnt mean I have crush on him or anything k! -.-
The drama part was the best! Dhayalan had to go out and talk about Mark Anthony Ori something on Caesar's funeral. So the gang asked Sotish to be Caesar. Dhayalan carried him and said his lines. And then he dropped Sotish on the floor and whacked him! Damn funny! XD
There's something bugging my mind. Sorta fear like?! I know I am not supposed to think of it in the wrong way but still what if, maybe just maybe, my fear comes real?! What would I do?! What WOULD I feel?! What SHOULD I feel?! I know there's no point suspecting without any proves but still I dont feel right. Jealousy is such a bitch and so is the feeling of being insecure.
The CD thingy sold by the AMCHAM group are pretty nice. Creative people! Hmm! Me and Kamalini sending to ourselves to be that rage comic guy! #Forever Alone# Kyahahahah! We mad ady! XD
Gotta order tomorrow! Lalala!
And ishhhh Keyan ah!! So eeeee ergh! He asked me to buy so I asked him why do I have to buy then Mathana said no need means dont buy then that mangkuk Keyan said buy for him! Whaddafaq?! ==' But luckily then he went off to him and I had the chance to escapeeeee!
Got a short nap after I was back from school. Had to give my eyes some rest so that they're back to normal. It hurts a lot. Ouchie! I looked sick so mommy thought I was having fever! How I wish! :(
I damn weird rite?! Others dont want to have fever while I wish for it!
Oh and today I escaped from getting caught for not having a woggle for my scarf. I left it on my table at home! I was late, what to do! How I escaped?! Wear the scarf, the cover the part where the woggle is supposed to be by hugging my storybook and act innocent. No one noticed except for Roselyn and Lyyana. Good thing they shush-ed! I have such good friends. I deserve a pat again for choosing the right friends and for being lucky enough to have them. Yay! I loveeeee my friends! Then I gave my scarf to Kirro since she didnt bring. I cant believe KIRRO didnt bring! Walao!!
Btw school was OK yesterday! The memory of Monday is still burning at the back of my mind. Damn! Whyyyyyyyy?! Dear fate, stop playing tricks with me. Sincerely, Tired of getting hurt!
And ohmigod I just remembered its FEBRUARY!!
OMG! OMG! OMG!
Noooo, I'm not freaking out cause Valentine's Day is around the corner!
This is the month where it all began! More to like 4 more days to go! ._.
Currently tumblin' ! I'm addicted to it! Lalala! :D
Supposed to be on bed! Shhhh! Dont complain to my mommy ah! :P
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