14th Of February

Happy Valentines Day for the those in a relationship! Happy Single Awareness Day for those who are single! Happy Forever Alone Day to ME! :D

Mood: Heartbroken

Facebook Status: Relationship ruins friendship

True enough?! Heck yeah!
Yesh, Arvind asked me to be his valentine but he wasn't the only one.
He knew I would say no yet he still asked, well that's cause I was super curious why he didn't ask yet. Oh well.
He still surprised me with a valentine gift. He came here with his parents when I was at that stupid 1M1S! He had to go for some kind of function at PD so my house is on the way ma so he came by!

School was OK. I was late and my hair was wet cause I washed it. So I just tied the top part and let down the rest for a while. Walked to my class while chanting "I am ugly!", and aiyoo ramaa, the first person who saw me was Siva. He kept looking, ergh and then Ben and Shen were like "Fuyohh Ashini! Pretty la! New hairstyle ah?!" and BAM! all eyes on me! Damn! Should have gotten a bigger book to cover my face. There was this guy when I was outside my class, hiding, covering my face and begging my hair to dry faster, an unknown guy looked and continuously smiled and I was like errr whhaaaattt?! Damn malufying and Kavi was so not helpful!
 Didn't wish Laayknath for his birthday. Made him think I was still angry with him although he apologized so many times. He was like "Now also you won't wish me ah?" in Tamil. He repeated that like 30 times lar. I didn't wish him cause I got something from the ELS sale for him but damn UP memang UP!! They didn't come and give also. Haiz!

The other guy who asked me, got a no from me too. It was so unexpected. I mean all these while I have been hanging out with him as FRIENDS nothing more and all of a sudden he likes me. Wow?!
He ignored me today. I was expecting to crap with him but he stayed away from me. His friend kept staring at me with that one kind of look. He saw me standing there, about to wave and he just....WALKED OFF! Didn't greet me with that cute smile he usually gives. Nice. Wonderful. Then we sorta almost came across each other, he saw and he turned the other direction. How I felt?! Don't know but tears were almost running down my cheeks, oh they are now! Whee! I don't think so he's angry with that not accepting thingy, he is way to mature for that, gotta be something else! Definitely! Guess so. Hope so.