Wednesday, 25 January 2012

Rage!


Mood: Whaddafuck?! 

He shall die! Die! Die!
So gonna imagine his death! I'm gonna kill him brutally! He shall suffer tonight in my imaginations! I swear!
So wish I had a voodoo doll of him! Torture him like mad! Make him suffer!
Nevermind, in my imagination tonight, I'm gonna make him fall on his knees and beg for apology! Beg me to spare his life. Hah!

Why this sudden rage?!
He said something so nerve-wrecking that's why! Pig le he! Die! Die! Die!
Oh great! Now he should be mega killed!
Thanks for interfering and uh fake smileys are so not welcomed! >:(

Lets see! Should I just lie and say it's not him?! Oh wait! They all know I suck at lying! Damn!
Wait! How do I reply to "really wanna kill me?" and "iknow u do so pls do so" with a smiley sumore! -.-

I didn't comment what I really wanted to comment! Great! Thanks Kuga!
She said I'm not supposed to make him feel angry or sad.
Bet he didn't feel a thing and why should he?!
Emotionless freak!

Oh so we chatted four days ago and after that I somehow died and became non-existent and then all of a sudden I came back alive today?! Wow?!
Maybe he has been busy?! Well he had time to chat with others. And he remembers it was 4 days back?! So he knew I was gonna say that is it till he had it all nicely planned?!
Four days?! Seriously?! It felt like ages, seriously!

Not my fault he gets on my nerves! And oh well now I ruined the chances of him talking to me anymore. Haiz! This sucks! Hah never mind. It would be the same old shit! We dont talk, I silently wish we did and then cry about it to Kamz! That's the pathetic part of my life.

Tell me who wouldn't want to kill the person who hurts you so much and act like they are doing it for your own good sake?!
There is no sense of guilt at all?! Oh ya heartless people dont know what guilt means oh and pain too.
All they know is hurt people and dont give a damn! Yup!
One day, karma would surely fuck them over!

Faith in God is still the best armor! 

"For all the tears you've made me shed, all the painful act of yours, I believe someday God would make you pay for em all. Dont worry, I would never pray for any harm to befall on you, I am not that cruel! I would just pray and keep asking one thing from God, to give you emotions so that you would be able to feel other people's pain and at one point you would be grateful to God for not being treated the way you treat me."

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