I'm Drifting Away....

Mood: Doesn't know what's she's feeling!

Facebook Status: I stay silent sometimes because I don't wanna end up saying things that I would regret of later on but as always it messes things up.

Nowadays, I'm so unsure of my own feelings. Should I do the right thing which is making everyone happy and keep em all away from the storm in my heart or should I follow my heart where it leads me to happiness but never to the right decision?

Whassup with the status?! Well, didn't talk to Kuga during tuition. At first we did, then had a convo about the Saturday thing and then I stopped talking and then poof no more conversation. Ok, that was not really it.
I had so much to tell and so much to ask but as its stated on the status, I was afraid that I would say things that would make me regret saying or hurt her in any way. She told me it isn't good to keep everything to myself and that I should let it out but as usual, I prefer keeping my thoughts to myself, block the world. Yeah I was being very sarcastic but I know I had to shuddup cause if I continued, I would have been real harsh and we wouldn't want that, do we?! She asked me if I was angry, I replied coldly "NO!" but to be honest, I was kinda mad. I mean c'mon, who wouldn't be?! And huh, me jealous?! No way! Ok, maybe 0.000001%

One thing I dislike about me:
My thoughts fails to shuddup.

There's always million things running through my mind all the time. I may seem silent at times but the voices in my head continuously yell at me, telling me about my problems, my desires, my hatred, my happiness, my sadness, my failures and many more.

So much for the emo-ness, guess gotta stop. Would post about how school was today, tomorrow! Chiao! Nitez!