Mood: Lonely
Maybe it's just me being ridiculous, maybe it's just me being wishful or maybe it's just me making a fool outta myself but whatever it is, it isn't changing the fact that I miss someone whom clearly doesn't care.
Ok look I didn't copy that from anywhere, I just somehow typed it, don't know how. Pst, I just miss that person, that's all. Nothing more, nothing less. Just so used to that person that now not having any contact at all is kinda disturbing, so yeah. That person is making any effort, then why should I. Whatever lar, I don't even care.
Guitar class was fuckin perfect today! Why?! My first hour, I was entertained by a bunch of little kids, they always make me smile. Awh they're so adorable. Hah, you're talking to a kid lover here! Hehe!
And the 2nd hour, I spent time looking at him, hearing him play songs and it made me so relaxed. Who's him?! Ok erm I don't know his name, oh wait I don't know anything about him except the fact he plays guitar. He's the reason why I am so interested in guys who play the guitar. Trust me, it was him not ANYONE else. I didn't see him for months and I was just wondering where he would be and whopieee he came walking through the door. I swear I would have jumped in joy if no one was there. I was just so happy. The reason why I love having him in the same class as me?! He plays awesomely and it just relaxes me you know. So calm and passionate. Gosh, my idol! But he isn't really in my class, he goes on Sundays! So basically I hardly get to see him. And aww he's such a gentleman, holding the door for a girl. Best part of the day, he smiled and said bye and said see ya. Ok I know I sound INSANE but yeah. LMAO.
Nono, I DO NOT have a crush on him. You know like girls go crazy for some actor or singer or something like that?! Yeah, the same case but seriously no crush even not celebrity crush. C'mon lar, seriously no way.
So basically, guitar class made my day and broke my fingers. Since the sir said I'm ok with my songs and he haven't got me songs to learn and the one I want to learn so we used the book. But since there was this guy who was doing his prelude so I decided to do it again since I haven't really mastered it. Then I did the bass runs, they were simple but effin painful. Gah, I hate plucking.
Today would have been perfect a day if only I had talked to that person. But almost perfect is acceptable.
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