Mood: Confused
Best way to end my day is by having someone talk about someone I must not think about in a sense of more than a best friend. No, not MEGA BEST FRIEND ! I mean like relationship stuffs.
The whole day, I've been hearing all sorts of bad things about him and I can't help but agree and slowly dislike him slightly and then all of a sudden comes his best friend, telling me stuffs that I don't wanna know about but hah no way I'm putting my hopes high this time, oh wait I don't wanna have any hope for this shit also! Trust me, I don't even believe whatever he said well except a few stuffs. Totally messed up my mind by making me feel guilty and unsure. Hah! No way it's happening! Dammit!
And another awkward thing happened. Well, err, the guy that I made a terrible mistake with a few months ago said something really weird to me. Seriously never expected that! We were friends, then suddenly somehow we became slightly more than friends but weren't in a real relationship or anything but since the feeling started becoming stronger and we were at the edge of making further mistakes, I managed to get out of it but he didn't take it positively and stopped talking to me. Then somehow we talked again and became friends again, wohoo! But now it's slightly going back to the more than friends type of relationship. Oh shit! And it wasn't me who started, it was him. Crapiola!
All these happening, and there is Arvind, waiting for me like a good guy. It'll be so mean of me to say "NO" to him after asking him to wait. Damn!
OMG, this sucks man! There's one guy that I really like and I definitely gonna have to stop anytime soon, another guy, am not sure of my feelings for him, I just don't wanna make another major mistake like before and ruin our friendship and then there's this guy who doesn't know what's happening but willingly waiting for me.
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