Summary

Mood: Happy ; Sleepy ; Tired 

Was at CH for 3 days. Gah, it was so cold. Really tired now after a long day with cousins so no mood to talk bout the holidays. Just put it in this way, I had a great time.

Attended a wedding before leaving and was at Arvind's house for some time. Felt so awkward being with him. I mean he was all friendly and back like normal but it was just me, felt like it was unfair to him, you know. Whatever. The fresh air up in CH totally made me forget bout all the nonsense I'm going through. Awh I love the nature. Best companion ever other than my super fun besties.

It's only been four days since the holidays begun and I'm already missing my friends a lot. I don't know how I'm gonna survive for the next one month+ without them.

The wound on my hand is slowly healing now. It looks better than how it was a few days back. Ergh a really horrible sight but now it's kinda dry so it's not that ugly. The doctor says she'll try to make sure there wouldn't be any scars and make it look just like how it was before and she keeps on advising me to not do anything stupid in the near future.

Time heals all wounds but memories cut it deeper.

Yeah yeah I know, don't worry, I love myself way too much to hurt myself err well except for the other day, just got pissed, couldn't control. Not my fault!

Everything we do is based on fear, most importantly love.