Sucks To Be Me!

Mood: Guilty ; Sad

Guilt is a real terrible feeling. It makes you restless.
I'm really sorry lar but it was his fault also for making me angry.
Hate all the musical instruments especially the guitar?
NOOO!

Yes I was wrong and it just happened, I couldn't do anything. I'm very very very sorry.

Knowing that someone's wrong for you doesn't change the way you feel

 He can just pretend that nothing actually happened then everything would be fine, wouldn't it? I mean he just doesn't have to take it seriously! We can be just like before, having stupid conversations, ah it's been a long time since that but wouldn't it be fun?! :D

Isn't it weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends to being practically strangers again?

Now I really feel like he's angry and haven't forgiven me. Haiz. What am I supposed to do to make him like musical instruments again especially the guitar? He really likes it, then how could he possibly say he hates it now?!

Argh I really feel bad and he's shifting school? Great he's gonna leave without forgiving me and make me feel guilty the whole time. Perfect,just perfect.

And stuffs really isn't working out between me and Arvind. He's not answering my calls or replying my texts. What's wrong with him?! I'm not even angry with what he said, I'm just confused. I just need a chance to explain.. Hello, we really need to talk and I so need you right now so stop with the aloofness.

It totally sucks to be me now.