Miserable Me

Mood: Unhappy

For the first time, I didn't sleep at all like seriously not at all. 8 hours, I was there lying on my bed, more like doing sit ups ergh, crying, having all sort of weird thoughts and the sore throat and stuffy nose and fever made it all worse. I just didn't know what to do. I swear I wish I was dead, just for that moment. Dammit! That was how miserable I was.

Well actually I've been skipping my meds, hehe  but they all taste YUCKS! How did I manage to skip? Home alone! So whenever my mom texts me asking whether I've consumed my meds, my obvious answer would be yes. Muahaha! Ok I regret that! She found out so now I have my aunt to "babysit" me! ==' And gosh she's definitely gonna shove those meds into my throat in no time. And she's not allowing me to use the com or get out of my bed. She says I've gotta rest. I AM RESTING! So right now how am I blogging?! In my room, on my bed, with the laptop and she doesn't know yet cause every time she enters I hide it under my pillows. The advantage of having lots of pillow on your bed. Wheee!

And because I'm getting worse, I'm not allowed to go Jusco today with Kritz and Thurga. Noooooo! I wanna go to Popular! The smell of new books would definitely cure me. Whyyyyyy sick whyyyyyy?! I hate you the max! Yes I know I've already bought lots of new storybooks to read but still going to the bookshop always makes me HAPPY and right now I'm UNHAPPY. I wanna go I wanna go I wanna go!!
Now I'm seriously gonna bite someone. Rawr!