Silent Pain

It really hurts to hide all my feelings but it's just too hard for me to share it with anyone. I don't know who and what to believe. Time and people had hurt me in such a way that 'TRUST' is just another word I learned to say. Meaningless.

They say "It's not good to keep your feelings to yourself. You'll feel better if you share it with someone." Well for me, I rather DIE than share my feelings with the world.

It kills when someone whom I truly love and trust points out this weakness to me. I try to keep myself strong enough so that they don't realize I am hurt.

CRYING IS HEALTHY

But tears is something I can't control. It starts dropping all by itself no matter how hard I try to stop it. It seems like the best way to free myself from the pain. At least it's better than explaining how I feel. :)