Happily Happy

Mood: Good.

Extremely sleepy but forcing myself to type now. zzzZZzzz.

Today, I'm a frigging ray of sunshine. Happy! Happy! And happyyyyy! :D
Stayed back till 4 smth for absolute nothing and ended up losing my notebook!! :(

Had fun with Kuga, Lai, Kelvine, and Charath in the library today. Wheee! :D

So, had Uva tell me the F word like I give a damn. Like seriously?! I'm not afraid of that word. Should have called me a bitch or showed me the middle finger. Wouldn't have made any difference to me cause I'm used to it. It's not my fault he's overly perasan-ted. "Forever A Basket" is definitely a word that he's gonna remember and dislike forever. Whatever. Good thing I blocked him on facebook the other day itself. I actually wanted to unblock and apologise to him today but nevermind. Even after he told me the F word, I still wanted to apologise to him but let my ego control me for now.

Wait, I unblocked him. Why on earth did I do that?! Damn me! Still not gonna apologise. Bet he's gonna block me first. Whatever la. Wanna talk to Kuga about it but she's busy so nvm. Oh wait again, I just ended up apologising to him. Ego, y u no stay?! You see, we are actually equal now but yet I'm the one apologising first. Why? Cause I'm just so idiotic. Why do I always end up apologizing although I don't do any mistakes? WHY?

No idea why but I'm just so happy today. Awww yeahh! :)

Mood: Good

Slept at 4 in the morning. Late night talks with Kuga rocks!
Gossiped like mad. Bwuahahahaha!

Got up at 10. Damn phone calls and text messages. Arvind and the rest, y u no sleep?! =='
Daddy brought me out for breakfast.
Planned to sleep but didn't. Damn me!

The awesome feeling you get when someone says you made their day.


Texting with Shin Hau and Antony is fun. :D

Beautiful Day

Mood: Cheerful

First thing I saw on my news feed, did it hurt?! Hell no. Sat here, laughing and then liked the status. As on my status: 

You seriously think you can break me now?! Bring my spirits down? Hell no boy. You have done enough and every move you make now just makes me want to ROFL! XD

Anyways, it has been a great day. 

Woke up at 8:30 in the morning with a smile on my face, surprisingly. 

Went shopping with aunt to get her things for her House Warming Party that is still going on. 

Met that friend of mine again. Wheee! He called me 'Cantik!' XD 

Got that by a few of them at party but it was all in Hindi which is 'Soni!"

The epic moment when a kid asks you if you're married. XD

Tuition was ok. Yogan was just plain irritating. 

Didn't get to go to U-nite cause of the party. D:

 

A Broken Bond

Mood: Mixture of emotions

You know the feeling you get when a family member disowns you?
Hurtful isn't it?!
Who?! My sweet old cousin, Yoga.

He said 'Sorry'. Does he even know the value of that word?
I hate being compared to or with another person even if it is with my closest friend.
She's a better counselor?! Good for you.You tell her everything?! Good for you. She's a sister to you and I'm just some random crap? Good for you. :)
You gonna say I'm better than the other person? Don't. Everyone's different and special in their own way. Comparing them is just gonna bring their spirits down. And compare me with another?! Urgh pleaseeee! I don't care that there's someone better than me, all I know is I'm original and proud to be who I am. I don't need people's comparison nor judgement to prove who I am. It really pisses me off when this happens.

Don't like my attitude and I should change it? I didn't say you have to like it and change myself just cause you don't like who I am? No thank you. Go look at yourself in the mirror before you judge another person. I'm not the one being hated, I'm not the one being called annoying. Why don't you change your attitude first before asking others to.

Basically, no more communication with him after this. No matter what he says, I'm done. Tired of his sword like words that keep dragging my spirits down. No more. I'm sure he'd go complain to her, like I'm bothered.

Actually, I wouldn't even be sad but since I have 'The 7 Days Of Torture' going on, so I'd be angry as fuck. Lazy as fuck. Hungry as fuck. Tired as fuck. And sad as fuck.


And noooooooooooooo! Facebook stop showing me those posts. :(
And wheeee stalking T crush!! Oh God why! XD

Winds Of Destiny

Mood: ?

We won 5th place for drama. We still rocked. Judgement was horrible. Puteri and SDAR didn't deserve the placings. KGV's play was freaking awesome. Cried for it. Sad giler. :(
Adeline came along. Yay!

T crush came. Omg! Omg! Omg! The awkward eye contact with him was just woah. Wheee!
KK was there also but T crush was the highlight. Oh guess what, Jassmine is crazily crushing on him too. I mean who wouldn't? But too bad for her, he adviced her not to! XD

Proud of Deena today, she wasn't such a bitch. Phew! :)

Found out there was a call made to HIM at 2:42pm today. No idea who the heck called HIM using my phone since it was been passed around to so many peeps.Crapstatic. I swear it was not me. I got no better work is it? At the time of the call, I remember real well, it was the prize giving ceremony where I totally went angry.

Went KFC with Kuga and walked around the whole Taman with our food. Thanks Yoga. =='

Well, off to bed now. That moment of eye contact is still fresh in my mind so guess I'll be going to sleep thinking of T crush. *screams*

Go go KGV! Nono I'm not betraying SBM but KGV was my dream school and still is. Been wanting to go to that school since Year 4! Every time we pass by,  I remember I used to say "That would be my school one day. K-G-V!" But too bad, the years passed and the relationship I share with my friends grew stronger and I ended up applying for SBM ONLY cause I didn't wanna be apart from my friends. Sometimes I regret that decision but sometimes I think, what if I didn't have got it even if I applied?! But damn, I should have at least tried. :( Me love KGV!

And don't think I would be going school tomorrow. Tired.

Never Ending Troubles

Mood: Tired

Hello. :D
Did I mention, some immature crap showed the middle finger last Friday just cause of one of my statuses?! Yes dumb, the truth hurts but don't have to take it that seriously. Freak. What he thought?! He'd show me the middle finger and I'll cry and be afraid? Ergh, that so does not affect me, not even 0.01%. The only thing made me annoyed is that my rights on giving opinion was the issue here. Screw those assholes. -.-

Anyways, had a not so awesome day.
Haiz.

He was pissed this morning cause of the prefect demerit thingy. I was hiding behind Darsh cause as I said, I'm afraid of him. :/

Had the Bicara Berirama thingy. I'm asked to help Bavi and Roselyn to train them. And now, they're all insisting me to become the conductor, saying that I'm better. I was there like what the hell?! I didn't wanna join this also in the first place, forced to by the teacher and now become the conductor?! Hell no. I don't wanna hold the guilt of taking Bavi's place. I mean, here's his chance to prove to others he is capable of doing something and I would never want to snatch away a person's opportunity to shine, not even in my dreams. They bullied him, I shouted at them all, they shut. Hah! Gonna help him make it through. I believe in him. :)

1M1S got cancelled. I was really looking forward to it. :(

Beyond Hopeless

Mood: Wonderful

Blasting the music real loud here, singing my heart out, wohoo rocking with my awesome hair! Finally, Imma able to do what all those rockers do with their hair. I whip my hair back and forth! XD

Expected me to sit in my room, crying, and write a sad post?!
Hell no! What is there to be sad about? Imma freaking happy. Honestly.

Taking part in the Digi Got Talent thingy with Hua En, not sure if Hua En asked Azim yet.
Ok, don't laugh. I know I'm an untalented freak but I could give it a shot.
For the sake of experience and all. Do it for fun.

Life's too short to worry how much you suck or what people think. Do what you wanna do, it's your life. And no matter what you do, in the end, society is still gonna judge you, so why be afraid in taking chances? 

Sore throat and flu are currently accompanying me. Aww how sweet of them to pay a visit. Pft, uninvited guests!

Why didn't I blog? Well you see, when I on the computer, the first thing I do, is wait, and then open three tabs:
Facebook- Scroll through news feed, notifications, messages, friend requests, stalk people.
Tumblr- Scroll, scroll, scroll, reblog, reblog, reblog.
Blogger- Sign in, stare at my dashboard, do nothing.

Got it?! XD

Going to SMK Pendeta Za'aba tomorrow to rehearse our drama.
And wth, Mr Lim You Thon wrote my name for some BM competition thingy! I don't even know what's going on. And I gotta go for audition?! What the....! =='

Too bad, not in the debate thingy since it's on the same days as my drama competition. Damn, they're going KGV!! Me wanna go!! T crush would be there, oh wait no, I guess he'd be coming to the drama competition, to watch them and give support. :D